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Just read back through my hole journal, pre myspace and all that jazz. Did make me laugh a lot though, its so mushy, i sound like a split personality, ever entry is opposite to the one before. Still, i though about it and in a way it's nice to have a diary/l.j, reading through n remembering all the time i wasted in my first n second year of uni, makes me a little sad, but also grateful at how much happier i am now. I can't beleive that i was ever that person, and it makes me happy that even just a month ago i was still confused. I decided to start writing in this again, not really bothered if people read it r not, i'm just happy to have something that hopefully i can look back on and laugh about, or something that can remnd me of certain thought or feelings that meant enought to me, that i would write them down. Nothing really interesting to say in this post, hmm, i guess i finally bit the bullet and told Rob i love him. I'm so glad i actually waited until i felt it, coz i haven't done that before, it just feels better knowing that i waited until i really wanted to tell him, and it was becoming hard not to :) Rob said it back and said that he had wanted to say it to, but was to scared...hehe he's such a big woman. Sooo happy in my relationship at the moment though. it feels so nie to be with Rob, i enjoy seeing him so much, and i really miss him when he's not here. feel like a real couple now. He is such an amazing guy, i really appreciate him, working all week and still managing to make time for me. it really does mean a lot.
:) anyway, ramble over :P
:) anyway, ramble over :P