Jan 07, 2004 20:19
Okay so I don't fucking understand ANYTHING anymore. Oh but first...
HI GIRLS IM BACK FROM VEGAS! LOVE ME! HEE!
Right. Onward. My ma and I are having this huge blow-out type fight shit deal thing going on. She even started crying tonight and I just don't understand it. At all. I don't know what her problem is or what I even did to cause all of this. I think it started in Vegas but I'm not sure? Fuck I don't KNOW! It's frustrating because she's crying and won't talk to me. I hate feeling like this. I hate it. HAAAAAAAAATE IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT.
Sigh, so I'm not much fun right now. I'm on academic probation and I'm really depressive. I miss Kevin and I shouldn't. I'm pissed at Dylan and I shouldn't be because it's not his fault he ignores me and is mean to me and all that shit. Pfft chyah okay.
I know I'm not making any sense so I'm going to fucking stop. I can't get anything out decently. Sorry. meh.