i'm a mack daddy pimp... lmao
ok, ok, so... i've been thinking, (hard to believe i know)
there's so much going around me recently that i seriously want to stop and take notes. i should start up a jounal again and write on the bus like i used to. my brain overloads on random info, most of what is useless. but, what else is new? i care too much. once again, i just have to point out, watching and listening to people is crazy. you can just absorb so much info reading through the lines. the key is to listen to exactly the message the person is trying to deliver but pay special attention to the specific details the person is relaying and how it is delivered. that's the key in understanding people's true feelings versus bullshit.
on a different note, this morning i woke up thinking...i'm about a quarter through my life.... i went through SO much this quarter. fuck. life is amazing... not in the sense that everything is fantastic but in the sense that when i stop and think of it i'm utterly overcome in awe. (i am tripping out just thinking about it...just think of everything you've done in the past 20 years those things were all at one time a new experience.)
the next quarter is a big one i'm going to start AND FINISH school, get a job, get married, buy a house, and have kids. shit son... that's intense.
the following list is shit i MUST do before i turn twenty.
1.lose some fukkin weight(how long have i been saying that for...for fuck's sake)
2.pay off my exsisting debt ('exsisting' being the operative word since i know that incurring a new debt is quite possible/probable)
3.become less annoying (not to other people, cuz to those who have not seen the progress i will always be annoying, but to myself)
4.quit smoking (not pot:D)
5.become more of a girl(this includes, but is not limited to, buying jewlery and heels)
6.get my licence (i waited so long that my g1 is gonna expire next year)
7.become more responsible
8.care less
that's pretty much it...9 months today until my birthday.
there's so much going around me recently that i seriously want to stop and take notes. i should start up a jounal again and write on the bus like i used to. my brain overloads on random info, most of what is useless. but, what else is new? i care too much. once again, i just have to point out, watching and listening to people is crazy. you can just absorb so much info reading through the lines. the key is to listen to exactly the message the person is trying to deliver but pay special attention to the specific details the person is relaying and how it is delivered. that's the key in understanding people's true feelings versus bullshit.
on a different note, this morning i woke up thinking...i'm about a quarter through my life.... i went through SO much this quarter. fuck. life is amazing... not in the sense that everything is fantastic but in the sense that when i stop and think of it i'm utterly overcome in awe. (i am tripping out just thinking about it...just think of everything you've done in the past 20 years those things were all at one time a new experience.)
the next quarter is a big one i'm going to start AND FINISH school, get a job, get married, buy a house, and have kids. shit son... that's intense.
the following list is shit i MUST do before i turn twenty.
1.lose some fukkin weight(how long have i been saying that for...for fuck's sake)
2.pay off my exsisting debt ('exsisting' being the operative word since i know that incurring a new debt is quite possible/probable)
3.become less annoying (not to other people, cuz to those who have not seen the progress i will always be annoying, but to myself)
4.quit smoking (not pot:D)
5.become more of a girl(this includes, but is not limited to, buying jewlery and heels)
6.get my licence (i waited so long that my g1 is gonna expire next year)
7.become more responsible
8.care less
that's pretty much it...9 months today until my birthday.