cherry_pikachu

...I quit. I finally quit working for that psycho woman. She didn't tell me that her son wouldn't be coming over today, so I texted her asking when he would be coming, saying that, again, I had to turn down plans and a chance at having some resemblance of a social life. She had THE NERVE to tell me that she "told you I had a few days off, but I  ( ... )

...or at least it feels like it ( ... )

So my mom is causing me to go bonkers. Well, to be more accurate, my gramma is causing my mom to cause me to go bonkers. Gramma is sick and hurting and has this suction canister thing for her breast cancer, and she can't do a thing for herself, so mom has to go over there every night to take her dinner and babysit her for a few hours. Then mom ( ... )

I don't know what's been going on lately, but my mind has been so...in a funk. I mean, I've been functioning just fine, but my general thoughts have been really odd. Depressing, worrying, angering...At least to me. Maybe it has to do with me not sleeping that well, or the nagging fact that I'm going home in a few days, or what. But I'm scaring ( ... )

So, while I've been here, I've been discovering things about myself. Well, so has Sam. I don't know if this is a good thing or not...I suppose a little of both. But the main fact is...the more we discover, the more frightened I become. Does that make me sound pathetic? I'm afraid of learning things about myself? Is that even normal? I don't know ( ... )

Sooooooooo...........since there's nothing really going on over at the VDex site, I thought I'd just...randomly update and let the world know what's going on...not like anyone really cares, but it's fun to think someone does ( ... )

So, I made it! Well, obviously. Right now, I'm on Sam's computer while he's at work, trying to entertain myself without getting into trouble. Though, how can I when one dog is down in the kennel in the basement, the cat is who-knows-where, his sister and her husband are gone to get the kids with the other dog, and I dunno when his dad will be home ( ... )

I am getting super excited now! I'm leaving on Wednesday for 28 days of wonderfulness in Michigan with my amazing, wonderful, loving, sweet, caring, soul-mate/fiance. Today was a marker form getting ready-ness-ness (can you tell how amped I am? I'm making up words!) because my brother left for his vacation to North Carolina until te end of July. ( ... )

So much has happened just recently! I hope I can get everything in before I have to leave...Sitting at school and being timed by my mom (sorta).

Well, today I got some awesome news! My "little sister" is getting married in October, and she wants me to be in her bridal party. I am so excited for her. I hope she calls me soon and tells me everything, ( ... )

...that the reason I'm so mad at my mom right now is because it is her fault that I'm quite depressed. She's the one who offered the idea of me going to Michigan while my brother is gone, then pretty much said "oh, no, you can't. Sorry, I lied. Too bad, so sad. Go clean up the dog crap ( ... )