Here's some back story, because I realised tonight that not many people that I know now know about this, and it's recently come up again. So, here you go
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First of all *HUGS* I remember that night...I saw you in the hall and asked how you were doing and then I just got really really ticked off. You are one of the most talented women on this campus and I sincerely mean that and they lost you. I maintain it was because, as a freshman, you were showing some of them up which leads to jealousy and jealousy leads human beings into doing petty, stupid things. And don't even get me started on the dirtiest...scumbaggiest...duchewiffle!! *shudders with the thought of the fish tank and you know what I mean!* Anyways.
About going on Saturday, Kerry the best advice I can give you? Think about how you felt when those four people totally blindsided you and let you down. I remember how I felt about it, not even close to a fourth of what you must have been feeling. To me, not going shows that you've moved on. I know Jasper is awesome (because he is!) and it was so fabulous of him to invite you...but I think if you go you'll have at least some of those bad feelings return. Especially if the dirtiest dirt is there so to speak. Jeez I'm getting all teared up thinking about this! NO ONE questions your strength or your courage Kerry. You bounced back like nobody's business. You walked around campus with your head held high and you continue to do so. Be proud of that fact. *hugs* Do what you feel is right but in my opinion you've proven all you've needed to prove. By not going you're keeping that door closed which I think is more courageous than opening it back up again.
Hope I'm making sense. My heart still goes out to you...yet I'm so incredibly proud at the same time:-) God love ya!
*Megan PS: SERIOUSLY we need to get together soon. When are you free next? Dinner, coffee at MT cup...anything! I'm ready to talk:-D
About going on Saturday, Kerry the best advice I can give you? Think about how you felt when those four people totally blindsided you and let you down. I remember how I felt about it, not even close to a fourth of what you must have been feeling. To me, not going shows that you've moved on. I know Jasper is awesome (because he is!) and it was so fabulous of him to invite you...but I think if you go you'll have at least some of those bad feelings return. Especially if the dirtiest dirt is there so to speak. Jeez I'm getting all teared up thinking about this! NO ONE questions your strength or your courage Kerry. You bounced back like nobody's business. You walked around campus with your head held high and you continue to do so. Be proud of that fact. *hugs* Do what you feel is right but in my opinion you've proven all you've needed to prove. By not going you're keeping that door closed which I think is more courageous than opening it back up again.
Hope I'm making sense. My heart still goes out to you...yet I'm so incredibly proud at the same time:-) God love ya!
*Megan
PS: SERIOUSLY we need to get together soon. When are you free next? Dinner, coffee at MT cup...anything! I'm ready to talk:-D
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