Oct 19, 2004 11:01
I wrote this last nite while I was in church and just decided to type it up now.
I'm in church and it's extremely GAY and BORING!! It seems like ALL mom EVER wants to do is go to church. Once a week is PLENTY! But no...I've been here every day this weekend! But anyways today pretty much sucked. I've been EXTREMELY IRRITABLE all FUCKING DAY! And that doesn't go over to well when you have 2 little brothers. So I guess you could say that I've had problems with lots of people today...but thats basically husy my family...So here we go...
Mom
We're just not getting along AT ALL today. It seems like I'm the only one you EVER bitch at about ANYTHING! It's getting old. You started yellin at me for not puttin the food away and somehow I ended up cleaning out the fridge...(?) I guess it's understandable...u get pissed for me not putting something away IN the fridge so you make me clean it...but what REALLY GETS ME is how the FUCK we got from food, to you yelling at me for being behind in school...WHATEVER...and I mean REALLY! How many DAMN TIMES do we actually NEED to go to church?? It's getting PATHETIC!!
Jacob (14 yr old brother)
I am SO SICK OF YOU! You don't even know! You woke me up from my nap, which may have prevented me from being in this mood right now had I been able to finish it. And WHAT did you wake me up for?? To aske me if I wanted to do SCHOOL WORK!!!!!!! It's FUCKING SUNDAY!!!! Did YOU have to do school work today?? NO you didn't! So SHUT THE FUCK UP! THEN you have the nerve to BITCH AT ME for using your pillow...I REALLY WANT TO HIT YOU!!!
David (9 yr old brother)
LITTLE TWIRP! You are the youngest and you get away with EVERYTHING!!! You can make irritating noises and not get into any trouble! I ask you to stop in FRONT of Mom and she doesn't even acknowledge my presence! Then I do what I can to get you to stop, which in this case was grabbing your hands to stop that DAMN CLAPPING! and who gets into trouble?? CHRISTI! Christi gets into trouble for everything!
I think those are the only people that i have PROBLEMS with but I still have comments about other people and things...
Cloe
You're my best friend but I feel like we're drifting...Your Dad doesn't like me anymore and it seems like you're always at his house. We need to talk and catch up...I've known you for too long to just not care.
That makes me sound depressed but I'm really not.
Anthony
You always make me smile. Sometimes you make comments about other girls but I know you're joking...and if you aren't FUCK YOU! It just gets old sometimes! You are seriously so funny though...I don't think anyone has ever fallen asleep on the phone with me before. And when you told me that you were crazy for me...I SMILED TO MY EARS!!
Robert
You are one of the coolest people I know. I talk to you about everything. And even though you want us to have something, you respect that I am with Anthony and you keep your distance. I respect you for that and thanks for always making me laugh.
Mana
My lomg lost sista! I'm so glad that I know you! You're awesome to talk to and you let me vent! THANX! I don't know where I'd be without you.
Collin
I miss talkin to you. You used to make me smile but we haven't talked since JULY!!
Dad
Why won't you take me to the fair?? I really wanna go...but yah thanks for listening to me wine and almost always giving me what I want!
I AM A DADDY'S GIRL!
I know that it seems like I hate my Mom and Brother, but I really don't...they just really piss me off sometimes!
thanx for reading...please comment!