Don't Dissappear And Leave Love Broken At My door
This is going to be one REALLY long blog.
The issue with Dan: Last night I had a very bad night at work. I was trying to get out of work on time, before eight thirty. It didn't happen. I left at about nine, but not before calling him. When he texts me, I can usually text back in a snap. We had lines out the door last night. He called and I couldn't answer. He wanted to go out with the guys, he sent this in a text. I couldn't look at it so I called him. He said he was going to pick me up previously but when I called he told me he was in fairfield going out to party. Then he said "i gotta go" and the phone hung up. He SAID he didn't hang up but...yeah. So I kept trying to call back and I was REALLY REALLY upset. Finaly I gave up and I just lost it, and I was still at work, but off the clock. I cried on some of my coworkers and then Gena took me outside for a cigarette. It felt so good but so bad on an empty stomach. So then, We argued a little more. I finaly was just crying so hard I went to sleep. I took some sinus aspirin, turned my movie off, turned my phone off and crashed. So Today he cancled plans on me AGAIN but due to "fixing" sean's car. They have to finish it tomarrow and fix his car. He said he'd see me in the afternoon but I might be busy getting my senior pictures done and stuff. He also thought my sadness last night was un fucking justified because i could have done things myself to make the night better. but whatever you know? I gotta do my thing.
Issue with my job: I fucking hate being blamed for everything. Last night the close wasn't very good and even though GENA closed and I didn't, I still got blamed. But I love Gena so I didn't care you know? I'm looking for anther job though. I'm doing too much work for not enough pay, and I'm busting my ass and it's not appriciated. So tonight I got bitched at for not being gone by eight thirty. they don't want any overtime.
That's pretty much it. I bought new shoes from big five. they kick major ass. they're pink and white. I got 'em for 20 bucks. I bought socks too.
The issue with Dan: Last night I had a very bad night at work. I was trying to get out of work on time, before eight thirty. It didn't happen. I left at about nine, but not before calling him. When he texts me, I can usually text back in a snap. We had lines out the door last night. He called and I couldn't answer. He wanted to go out with the guys, he sent this in a text. I couldn't look at it so I called him. He said he was going to pick me up previously but when I called he told me he was in fairfield going out to party. Then he said "i gotta go" and the phone hung up. He SAID he didn't hang up but...yeah. So I kept trying to call back and I was REALLY REALLY upset. Finaly I gave up and I just lost it, and I was still at work, but off the clock. I cried on some of my coworkers and then Gena took me outside for a cigarette. It felt so good but so bad on an empty stomach. So then, We argued a little more. I finaly was just crying so hard I went to sleep. I took some sinus aspirin, turned my movie off, turned my phone off and crashed. So Today he cancled plans on me AGAIN but due to "fixing" sean's car. They have to finish it tomarrow and fix his car. He said he'd see me in the afternoon but I might be busy getting my senior pictures done and stuff. He also thought my sadness last night was un fucking justified because i could have done things myself to make the night better. but whatever you know? I gotta do my thing.
Issue with my job: I fucking hate being blamed for everything. Last night the close wasn't very good and even though GENA closed and I didn't, I still got blamed. But I love Gena so I didn't care you know? I'm looking for anther job though. I'm doing too much work for not enough pay, and I'm busting my ass and it's not appriciated. So tonight I got bitched at for not being gone by eight thirty. they don't want any overtime.
That's pretty much it. I bought new shoes from big five. they kick major ass. they're pink and white. I got 'em for 20 bucks. I bought socks too.