:/
What do you do when you love someone more than anything, but they're steadily dragging you down, and they stop even noticing the world around them and don't even function properly as a person anymore...? I mean... I'm so tired of this and it isn't conducive to the future I want to have with him, and we both have our problems we need to work out, but at least I'm trying. I don't even think he wants to anymore. It's just... His problems are only adding to my own now, because of this, and it's bringing me down. I'm too busy trying to fix his problems that I'm not trying to fix my own anymore. And... no matter how happy I usually am with my relationship, there's always that part of me that knows that this can't end happily for me if he doesn't get his act together, and start functioning like a normal human being again. And frankly, I don't think he ever will :(
I wish things would go back to the way they were in the beginning.
And you know what, I'm stupid for ranting about this on livejournal, it's just that... It helps, some, I guess, to get it all out.
:'(
Why can't life just be simple?
I wish things would go back to the way they were in the beginning.
And you know what, I'm stupid for ranting about this on livejournal, it's just that... It helps, some, I guess, to get it all out.
:'(
Why can't life just be simple?