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Ok, well, I have finished one of the ninja portraits... Yes, every time I bring up my latest project, I change the name of it :P Anyways, I did origamiwindmill first, since she was the third person to ask (the first female though, and I'm putting off the males so meh). Next up, I'll be doing my boyfriend, since he was the first to ask, and I have to tackle the boys eventually :/ Anyway, hers can be found:
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:D It gave me some troubles, but I finally got it done. Also, fishnet is a bitch. Seriously >.<
Alright, on to my other projects. Regression! I haven't talked about that in a while. Well, I haven't abandoned it. I've just... Forced myself into a small hiatus because I had such terrible writer's block. Usually a break from it will help. I'll be picking it up again soon and seeing what I can do with it.
As for life... Yeah, life sucks. But there's nothing new there. I try not to think about it too much. Things are... difficult... Life is difficult... Just, everything is so stressful and I don't handle it well... The anxiety is really getting to me. :/ And it's kind of funny, really, because it's not like I have a lot to stress about anymore, what with not being in school and all.. But... The little things add up... They really do... The lack of a job, not being in school, financial problems, relationship problems, family issues... It never seems to stop, these small things, you know? And... It's tough.
And worst of all... I have this feeling sometimes, deep inside, that I'm meant for something. Something better. You know? Ever get that feeling? I get these moments where I feel like I could do anything, like grab a pen and a paper and write something so in depth and amazing that says everything I need to say. And yet, these moments always seem to strike when I am in the car, or out and about... Whenever I don't have access to what I need. And I just.... I write these amazing things in my head, you know, and I just can't put them on paper. Needless to say, I want to do something more with myself, more than I am doing.... I know I am capable of it, but I just... Idk... I just don't any more.
Like I said, I try not to think about it too much. It hurts. :/
On the plus side, my best friend ever is in town and he is definitely helping to encourage my social life, something I haven't really had in a long time. So, for the most part, things are beginning to look marginally better. But I shouldn't say that. I'lll just end up jinxing myself :p
Here
:D It gave me some troubles, but I finally got it done. Also, fishnet is a bitch. Seriously >.<
Alright, on to my other projects. Regression! I haven't talked about that in a while. Well, I haven't abandoned it. I've just... Forced myself into a small hiatus because I had such terrible writer's block. Usually a break from it will help. I'll be picking it up again soon and seeing what I can do with it.
As for life... Yeah, life sucks. But there's nothing new there. I try not to think about it too much. Things are... difficult... Life is difficult... Just, everything is so stressful and I don't handle it well... The anxiety is really getting to me. :/ And it's kind of funny, really, because it's not like I have a lot to stress about anymore, what with not being in school and all.. But... The little things add up... They really do... The lack of a job, not being in school, financial problems, relationship problems, family issues... It never seems to stop, these small things, you know? And... It's tough.
And worst of all... I have this feeling sometimes, deep inside, that I'm meant for something. Something better. You know? Ever get that feeling? I get these moments where I feel like I could do anything, like grab a pen and a paper and write something so in depth and amazing that says everything I need to say. And yet, these moments always seem to strike when I am in the car, or out and about... Whenever I don't have access to what I need. And I just.... I write these amazing things in my head, you know, and I just can't put them on paper. Needless to say, I want to do something more with myself, more than I am doing.... I know I am capable of it, but I just... Idk... I just don't any more.
Like I said, I try not to think about it too much. It hurts. :/
On the plus side, my best friend ever is in town and he is definitely helping to encourage my social life, something I haven't really had in a long time. So, for the most part, things are beginning to look marginally better. But I shouldn't say that. I'lll just end up jinxing myself :p