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Im sure everyone is tired of my depressing entrys.. sorry. But ill start off with non depressing shit so you can just stop reading afterwards if you please.
Today was like always.. boring. Tonight me and andrea went to shais for a little and then saw the movie Land Of The Dead with brandon. It was alright.. but the ending kinda blowed. Then we went back to shais for about 5 mins bc we had to get andreas car so yeah.
I guess thats all for non depressing shit. Damn.
When we went back to shais.. an Altima was there. Altima = Richie. I wanted to see him. I wanted to see him soo bad !!! But i dont know what happens.. bc when i do see him i just freeze up and i have no idea what to say or what to do. And i hate that. And i dont know if im supposed to say hi to him or not. I want to. But he didnt say it to me.. so i kinda figured he didnt want me to ? I dont know. I really dont know anything right now. I dont even have the slightest idea of how to handle this kind of situation. I mean ive never had someone break up with me.. so i dont know how to get people back or how to know what he wants bc i dont know if he even knows. So i would really like to talk to him.. but i dont know when ? Like does he want time ? Because i figure he would want time. But what do i do during this ''time'' ? And am i just wasting my time ? Thats probly the last thing on my list. My time doesnt even matter. Yeah so i need to shut up now. I didnt mean to write this much. Im just confused which im sure you all can see.
Oh.. and im really unbelievably sorry for being so stupid.. i would and will try to do absolutly anything to make everything up to you... you know who you are.
Today was like always.. boring. Tonight me and andrea went to shais for a little and then saw the movie Land Of The Dead with brandon. It was alright.. but the ending kinda blowed. Then we went back to shais for about 5 mins bc we had to get andreas car so yeah.
I guess thats all for non depressing shit. Damn.
When we went back to shais.. an Altima was there. Altima = Richie. I wanted to see him. I wanted to see him soo bad !!! But i dont know what happens.. bc when i do see him i just freeze up and i have no idea what to say or what to do. And i hate that. And i dont know if im supposed to say hi to him or not. I want to. But he didnt say it to me.. so i kinda figured he didnt want me to ? I dont know. I really dont know anything right now. I dont even have the slightest idea of how to handle this kind of situation. I mean ive never had someone break up with me.. so i dont know how to get people back or how to know what he wants bc i dont know if he even knows. So i would really like to talk to him.. but i dont know when ? Like does he want time ? Because i figure he would want time. But what do i do during this ''time'' ? And am i just wasting my time ? Thats probly the last thing on my list. My time doesnt even matter. Yeah so i need to shut up now. I didnt mean to write this much. Im just confused which im sure you all can see.
Oh.. and im really unbelievably sorry for being so stupid.. i would and will try to do absolutly anything to make everything up to you... you know who you are.