its a hardknock life but its the one that we chose
hey all!
wow back again- two days in a row... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk.. anyways, i just came from hanging out with erin and her fam- aka my second fam. we all watched meet the fockers which i had already seen but it was still funny. then we did some drive bys and i went home. as soon as i got home i talked to al for a bit and then went for a quick run. ive been really crazy about running recently. im not good nor do i run far but its so nice. its one of those things that everyone can do- well not everyone but most people. it was so awesome tonite. its cloudy but like dark dark pink clouds and its sooo breezy outside and since its so late its so peaceful and awesome... i think when i run my walls- if u will- come down more so then regular. i mean that i can write about things i normally would make fun of others for doing- like talking about how peaceful it is= hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so lame and quahog but im trying to paint u a pic-hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i like running b/c i can think about anything or nothing at all. i like how after i run my stomache hurts cause i know that im loosing some of the fat and hopefully replacing it with muscle. thats really y i run- but i also run cause its such a high. i always feel such a rush of accomplishment and strain on my legs/tummy- al i know u hate that word. i know its cause of the endorphins- or w/e they r called/spelled but im always so happy. i set a goal on how far to run and then i push and push myself to hit it and then when im on hte home stretch i set a goal and since my body is hurting i run way past my goal. idk y i guess its cause i want to prove that i can do it? or maybe idk i just .... idk. idk y i do a lot of the things i do but oh well... alrite too sappy for me but one last sappy thing then im done. carol thanks for the lj comment- i hate u and i appreciate it and i hate ur big words-hhhhhhhhhhh. aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwww i cant phrase what i want to say but i hope u know that ... thanks
wow back again- two days in a row... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk.. anyways, i just came from hanging out with erin and her fam- aka my second fam. we all watched meet the fockers which i had already seen but it was still funny. then we did some drive bys and i went home. as soon as i got home i talked to al for a bit and then went for a quick run. ive been really crazy about running recently. im not good nor do i run far but its so nice. its one of those things that everyone can do- well not everyone but most people. it was so awesome tonite. its cloudy but like dark dark pink clouds and its sooo breezy outside and since its so late its so peaceful and awesome... i think when i run my walls- if u will- come down more so then regular. i mean that i can write about things i normally would make fun of others for doing- like talking about how peaceful it is= hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so lame and quahog but im trying to paint u a pic-hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i like running b/c i can think about anything or nothing at all. i like how after i run my stomache hurts cause i know that im loosing some of the fat and hopefully replacing it with muscle. thats really y i run- but i also run cause its such a high. i always feel such a rush of accomplishment and strain on my legs/tummy- al i know u hate that word. i know its cause of the endorphins- or w/e they r called/spelled but im always so happy. i set a goal on how far to run and then i push and push myself to hit it and then when im on hte home stretch i set a goal and since my body is hurting i run way past my goal. idk y i guess its cause i want to prove that i can do it? or maybe idk i just .... idk. idk y i do a lot of the things i do but oh well... alrite too sappy for me but one last sappy thing then im done. carol thanks for the lj comment- i hate u and i appreciate it and i hate ur big words-hhhhhhhhhhh. aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwww i cant phrase what i want to say but i hope u know that ... thanks