Music is my boyfriend or girlfriend...either way is good

Mar 05, 2006 19:14

This weekend was actually relaxing and something I needed instead of always doing something and being busy.

So well there was Demo practice right away in the morning and that was pretty kewl since Kristeen was there. We had like a McDonalds doogle and we had the braclet be its home and just basically laughed and Mudgett is definatly seeming all weirded out by me. I think its cuz he might think I will judge him when I dont really matter about it. Hes pretty kewl though. But before practice I dyed the hair pink and it looks kewl to me. Then I went to the thrift store and got some flip flops and black flats tehe. And then we went straight to Solo and Ensemble at Marshall. There was hectic times being pushed back and then I was called muddy with my playing. I felt offended so basically Im done trying to impress VP and stop over achieving in band. Im just basically not talented at anything! But yea now I have to carry all the crap back into school tomorrow morning and Im not looking forward to it.

Once again Scottei isnt answering any of my messages and he had accidently forgot about hanging on Saturday. I just feel so unloved lately. But at least Kayla had made me feel loved today. And yea Audri slept over which I felt bad cuz I kept sleeping and getting sick and wasnt talking a lot. But me, Angel, and Audri went to get hot cocoa and I had too much sweets and got sick. And dude some guy took a crap before I went into the bathroom and I was about to vomit off his own shit smell lol. Thought I had to share? But yea me and Audri did hw at 3 am and I felt uber smart....weird lol.

Cody couldnt hang today which was sad. But in his AIM profile he has a conversation between me and him on best friends so that makes up for everything. And Im his #1 person on his top 8 for myspace. I was also invited to go listen to some music with Dan but Im not dressed and look eek and just had a bloody nose. Plus its apparently too cold for no coat and mittens outside according to Daine lol.

But for now I feel like not associating with anyone and just idk not caring.
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