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Nov 10, 2003 19:57

Howdie Gals n Gents,
Hows ya'll day been? Riite im in a major weird mood. Just gonna tell ya about my lil life these past few days.

Dads weekend consisted of me and my dad. WOW! I did homework. I went out 2 dinner wif my momma on friday since my daddo had dialysis n chilled till he got home since plans yet again (NOTHING KNEW) changed 4 dave n I. Saturday woke ^, started my . n wasnt a very happy camper didnt feel like goin 2 bowlin but did n no1 else showed ^. NICE! My saturday day or nite consisted of going 2 stores, cooking dinner and TAKIN DOWN MY WATERBED which was a 5-6 hour process. VERY LAME n LONG! Then put ^ my knew one. Saw the Lunar Eclipse. THAT was about it. Dave hung wif Andy so I was bored all nite. Sunday went 2 a bday party wif dave n his family that was my dave fix 4 the whole weekend *IM PROUD OF MYSELF*. Had an ok time. Came home ate dinner, paxed n left practically. Came bax 2 moms n un-paxed n stuff.

2day I had hw in just about every class. MY BAG WAS unbelievably HEAVY!!!! Thank god my mom was there on time. SwwIHH........ (?) Came home helped wif dinner, ate dinner, put dishes away, watched GH, did hm n now am ova daves. Hes out watched JURASIC PARK or w/e while im in here ^datin a quickie.

Started this new project in Speech about how we act when we r expressing certain emotions. Im intrested 2 know how bad of a person I am. Actually im scared 2 know the truth. THIS CLASS sure is an ass kicker. It makes u realize some things. Like who is n isnt good 4 u. How u r n how u should be. What u think is actually wrong. ITS SCARY but sweet all @ the same time, if u actually can believe that.

2morrow I have 2 stay afta skewl wif Shell Bell 4 VBall condtioning. Afta that its dads day. So prolly go home n eat dinner n do hw. FUN STUFF! Maybe hang 4 a lil while then bax 2 moms.

* THIS IS ACTUALLY STARTING 2 BOTHER ME NOW * wow I admit it, I was wrong!

Some random things:

Im startin 2 become close again wif LINDA OLSEN! I love that chick.

Also wif Dante n Chris Smith. They r some really intresting guys. Im glad im actually starting 2 get 2 know them.

ON THE SUBJECT OF OLD FRIENDS/ 6 sleepova. WHO KNOWS! Marisa now is intrested so thats 3 Jill, Kristen n Meemz. Still need carina n lisa 2 join in. Im starting 2 think it will be ^ 2 me. SO MAYBE I'll ask my mom n c wats ^ wif every1 on Saturday. Just possibly we can have a sexi six sleepova on saturday. WOW NEVA USED SO MANY S's in a sentence b4. LOL!

PLANS:

Friday- Dave n I's anniversary of 1 yr n 5 mns. Prolly gonna go 2 that play. If not 2 go c " LOVE ACTUALLY " cuz I really wanna c it. DOUBT HE WILL TAKE ME THO, w/e.

Saturday- Bowling. POSSIBLY SSS if not Matrix movie wif Marc n David.

Sunday- Sleep, Relax, Hm n who knows

<3 LoVe LiFe <3

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..................... who even knows. I dont even know wat 2 say about this subject. I c in meemz journal that her n dan r happily eva afta again. IF ONLY I COULD HAVE THAT!

LET ME EXPLAIN THAT!

I know Im in love. N I know I have love but has ne1 ever felt that ur love wasnt love? That it was just ther. That it was more like the feeling of security n liking n w/e else goes wif that. DONT GET ME WRONG, Im not saying im not loved, in love or im thinking of breakin ^ cuz " IM NOT ".

Im just thinking : " WHAT EXACTLY IS LOVE SUPPOSE 2 FEEL LIKE when you have already been 2gether 4 so incredibly long? IS THE FEELING SUPPOSE 2 CHANGE as you get use 2 each other or stay the same.I THINK every couple has gone threw this but neva admitted it. WELL IM ADMITTING It. I know my feelings have changed. While I cant say my feelings just the feelings we have while 2gether. We feel secure n real n know that nothing we can do or w/e will change that. Not the feeling we felt when we first fell in love or w/e. IS IT SUPPOSE 2 CHANGE? "

Some1 help me on this subject.

I know dave is the one 4 me. N I wanna keep that. N I feel like we need 2 spark it ^ some. N order 2. We lost that romantic romance that we had @ the begining. Will we last wif out?

GOD I HOPE SO!

Im sure dave ur gonna get upset wif me either way but I thought u should know this.

I LOVE YOU BABY! FOREVER N ALWAYS! DONT FORGET THAT! 614 XoXo

Sincerly, Krystal Lynn

SWEETZ!
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