so many things
so many things going on inside my head. so many little voices saying do this no do that. its a hard choice to make. being here, i have a job a car the little things. back home i have my family a life and friends but i dont have a job. here i dont have friends. im going to give the job a shot just to say i tried it. if i like it i dont know what i will do because that means i stay cuz i love my job but be miserable cuz i have no friends and no life. a life with a 13 year old how cool is that? i go home i have fun live my life as i used to. my mom says she wants me home but when i try to talk to her its like she doesnt want me to come home. my sister def doesnt want me home cuz shes jealous of me. she thinks i should be here. its liek my dad is the only one who really wants me home besides all my friends. im sure my grandparents want and think i should be here. my moms coming up next week so we can all sit down and "talk" about this im sure shes going to be on my aunts side and try and make me stay. i just dont know what to do im dying on the inside and crying on the out.... someone help.......