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[cherriesontop72]

lets start off by saying

today, its been 6 weeks since ive last seen brendan
6 weeks since hes been gone
i hope hes doing well there
once i figure out a plan, im going

last night i was happy when i could finally fall asleep
i went to bed at 2
finally, a night where i could go to sleep
with minor crying
and not laying in bed for hours

well, at 2 30, tay called and woke me up
if it was anyone else, i think i would have killed them
but tay means alot to me
so it was okay
we talked for an hour
then we got on the comp and talked
would it be wrong if i did rape him?
he wants it :-p
we were supposed to go for a walk today
to just talk and stuff
but i slept till 8 PM
he called me and woke me up a few times
but i just kept going bakc to sleep
so friday, friday we will go for a walk
good

i want brendan
iiiii waaannntttt to see him
to talk to him
to at least be able to write him a fucking letter

life makes me depressed

die