yah
so lets see. a lot has been going on lately. most of it im not really happy about at all. idk what is going on honestly. i haven't been myself and idk for me im just getting annoyed really easily and have been mean? wth im never mean to people. at least not when im at school or out of my house i should say. its weird. i hate it so much and i really do need to change becuase im driving my own self insane. its almost like there is nothing better to talk about besides being mean to people who don't deserve it. its bad. i hate it. and i need to change. back to normal when i was the aly that everyone loved becuase i was always positive and willing to give advice and people weren't afraid of. are they afraid of me? ah idk . and its weird because i have no reason to be unhappy or bored. my life couldn't be any better right now. and no im not on my period. so don't even bother asking. look there i go again. being stupid, rude, not myself. but yah back to the happiness thing. its like im freaking anti social. like i don't want to be around anyone and if i am i get annoyed. maybe im just exhausted? who knows. but seriouslly. it needs to stop. i need to stop.
ok enough of that. heres the reason why i should be happy
my track season is almost over and to be honest, im GLAD! its taken a lot out of me this year and i've trained really hard and its def. paid off. i qualified for regionals in the 100, 200. and long jump. i've broken four records 100, 200, 300 hurdles, and long jump. i had 3 second places at counties, wayyy better than last year. i only lost once in a dual meet and i came in second. states are in three days. def. excited about that, worried, but excited.
so anyways, i have more than enough reasons to be happy, just why aren't i? i have a family that loves me more than i can ever imagine, a dad who is willing to do anything to watch a track meet and a brother who i treat like crap but still loves me to death even though he might not act like it and even though i know he hates going to my track meets he comes and is always there cheering me on. and on top of that i have the best friend in the world who i couldn't imagine living without. i have good grades and school is almost over. idk to me that seems like thats more than enough reasons to happy, but why aren't i?
eh idk. maybe tomorrow will be better. i hope.
<33 talk to you kids later
ok enough of that. heres the reason why i should be happy
my track season is almost over and to be honest, im GLAD! its taken a lot out of me this year and i've trained really hard and its def. paid off. i qualified for regionals in the 100, 200. and long jump. i've broken four records 100, 200, 300 hurdles, and long jump. i had 3 second places at counties, wayyy better than last year. i only lost once in a dual meet and i came in second. states are in three days. def. excited about that, worried, but excited.
so anyways, i have more than enough reasons to be happy, just why aren't i? i have a family that loves me more than i can ever imagine, a dad who is willing to do anything to watch a track meet and a brother who i treat like crap but still loves me to death even though he might not act like it and even though i know he hates going to my track meets he comes and is always there cheering me on. and on top of that i have the best friend in the world who i couldn't imagine living without. i have good grades and school is almost over. idk to me that seems like thats more than enough reasons to happy, but why aren't i?
eh idk. maybe tomorrow will be better. i hope.
<33 talk to you kids later