Whats Up!!!!

[cherries21]

Well ill start off by saying hey everyone cuz yeah this time it has been a long a$$ time since ive written in my journal but hey i havent had time to really write. C/S well first of all i got my phone disconnected because of some stupid things and lies that are being said about me and then some how my sis hears about them which sux. I don't wanna sound mean but i hate my sis with a passion she makes me so mad all the time its like she enjoys ruining my life and making it a living hell for me but she does. So now thanks to her im actually grounded for the first time ever in my life how bad does that really sux!! well enough about that i guess cuz it just gets me mad. Well im still with Julio and well what can i say were doing ok so far but know hes starting to act wierd and it makes me scared cuz i feel like theres someone else u know and i just wanna know the truth if he is or not cuz i really dont wanna have my heart broken and my feelings messed with u know cuz that sux. I've already gone through something like that and im not ready to do that again cuz its painful. Hopefully hes not cuz if he is man am i srewed. Now i know why i don't open up to a relationship real fast and why i don't like football players as boyfriends. well if u guys ever see him or know somethin which i doubt but if u do plz tell me cuz i dont wanna be the stupid one being played!!:( c/s hey well christmas is coming up and man its wierd cuz this is the first time i don't want anything but then again do i? Nah i don't i think i already have everything i want which is just to be alive for right now and actually putting up with my family. Yea so hopfully all of you guys have a wonderful christmas cuz i know u guys are. O yea i hpe it snows again but i doubt thats gonna happen! lol j/k well i gotta go cuz yea im here in 6th period and well the bell is gna ring so ill write later and maybe sooner next time!!
** BRANDIE ** B-n-J??