life sucks!
I hate you all. Well not all of you, but a large majority. I have done a lot of thinking over the past week and I have come to the conclusion that I need to change in order to be happy. I am the most sensitive person and everything anyone says about me I take to heart even when they don't mean it. I have a few things to point out about myself.
1. I am smart and get good grades whether you think so or not. I was on honor roll all of last year and I work hard in my classes.
2. I gossip...a lot. I get criticized for it all the time and made fun of. But, the ones who make fun of me the most are the ones who continually come to me to talk about their problems. If you think I tell everyone your secrets than why do you tell me things in the first place. Personal things that you tell me I keep to myself. Ask my best friends. I would never say anything about you if I thought it would hurt you. The things I gossip about most are couples and when they get together and break up. It's not like people aren't going to find out.
3. I'm not a whore. I am partly to blame for this. I flaunt my title as Marshall Theatre slut, but only because it's better to laugh about it then to cry about it. I am still a virgin, I frankly don't give a shit if you don't believe me. I regret a lot that happened that certain night but I can't take it back, I just have to accept it and move on and I wish you all would do the same. I have high standards and I won't do anything with a guy if I know that I'm going to get used.
4. I don't fake being ditzy. I am intelligent but I don't have the best common sense. So I don't try to act stupid or dumb it just comes naturally. I don't like fake people and everything about me is 100% real. As Sara Polton told me last year: most people do what is in style even if they don't like it, but I do it because it is genuinely me.
So, I guess that is it. I am sensitive. It really hurts when people talk about me, especially right in front of me. I know I am part to blame because I bring a lot of it upon myself, but until I get the respect from my so-called friends that I deserve, I am going to have to change myself so that I don't have to deal with people talking shit everyday.
Please don't comment on this entry if your just going to tell me that I am overreacting. Thanks.
<3 Kathy
1. I am smart and get good grades whether you think so or not. I was on honor roll all of last year and I work hard in my classes.
2. I gossip...a lot. I get criticized for it all the time and made fun of. But, the ones who make fun of me the most are the ones who continually come to me to talk about their problems. If you think I tell everyone your secrets than why do you tell me things in the first place. Personal things that you tell me I keep to myself. Ask my best friends. I would never say anything about you if I thought it would hurt you. The things I gossip about most are couples and when they get together and break up. It's not like people aren't going to find out.
3. I'm not a whore. I am partly to blame for this. I flaunt my title as Marshall Theatre slut, but only because it's better to laugh about it then to cry about it. I am still a virgin, I frankly don't give a shit if you don't believe me. I regret a lot that happened that certain night but I can't take it back, I just have to accept it and move on and I wish you all would do the same. I have high standards and I won't do anything with a guy if I know that I'm going to get used.
4. I don't fake being ditzy. I am intelligent but I don't have the best common sense. So I don't try to act stupid or dumb it just comes naturally. I don't like fake people and everything about me is 100% real. As Sara Polton told me last year: most people do what is in style even if they don't like it, but I do it because it is genuinely me.
So, I guess that is it. I am sensitive. It really hurts when people talk about me, especially right in front of me. I know I am part to blame because I bring a lot of it upon myself, but until I get the respect from my so-called friends that I deserve, I am going to have to change myself so that I don't have to deal with people talking shit everyday.
Please don't comment on this entry if your just going to tell me that I am overreacting. Thanks.
<3 Kathy