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We just got a call. My Uncle Don is in ICU. He has a 100% blockage and a 95% blockage, and they think he may have ,ung cancer. Also, my sister's super stressed out becuase she's not making enough money to pay for her appartment and her car; the only reason why she has food is because her roomamte works at a vegan resturant. omg, i so feel like....indulging.
Let Them Flow Once More
scars glow white-hot
burn with remembered pain
i wish to re-open them
let them flow once more
scars sear as i look as them
as if calling me to do wrong
is it a sign that i should indulge
let them flow once more
scars become more pronounced
trying to get my attention
but its working too well....
let them flow once more
I wish that i didnt feel so upset right now. hopefully tomorrow i will be able to go somewhere with my frineds so i can forget, even if only for a little while. Saturday, i'm still going to the fair. Momma said i could only bring one friend b/c we're going to ride with family...momma has night blindness...i wonder if she would let Angie drive though....i told Melissa i would see if she could go...and i'll feel bad if she dosent get to go. am i making any scence. I wish Roni were here. I want to be in her arms. I want to be near her...I need her right now.