Im sad, Depressed
Im so sad.. I dont even know if I want to go up North anymore, thats how sad I am. Im sick n tired of living here. We can save money now but we blow it as soon as we get it, and that really sux. I wish we would only spend 50$ a week instead of spending it all. But thats my oppinion. I asked William when we get back bout a week later we should have like 600 to 800 in the bank. If we can either get a car or go to a hotel, and when I get a job save for a car. If we move out. Or if we get a car can I save for a place. Man this is so confusing. Everywhere I go to put a app. in they seem like they dont like me. I dont know what to do. And when I mention something I say something wrong, And William just down's everything I say. But I understand cus I ask to much from him, I really do. But I shouldn't I just dont like working, I feel like everyone is out to get me but im going to have to put that behind me and deal with it. well im crying now so im off here.