Jobless
So I am officially jobless but my employer left me a very short and sweet commendation letter. It says along the lines of "Leslie is an exemplary worker... and is a fellow role model to his peers..."
I wasn't expecting that. But anyways I have not got a new job yet and I have no idea just what the fuck in the world I want to do. Life is just fucking weird, when it comes to opportunities that suddenly present themselves in front of you, and then suddenly vanish!
And ok so I had a fall out with a friend over some drinks some weeks back. I mean, I may have acted like an ass or said something out of context, but I was really hammered. I can recall the amount of times I've pissed friends off mutually when we were drunk. I find that this person takes things too seriously. Sad truth being that, she did not enjoy the kind of teenage / childhood that I had. I fear she does not understand the dynamics of friendship, it has to have its ups and downs. To fall out over something so minute, when you've done crazier things to piss off your real friends and the next day they are still your best friends, to me is just plain retarded. Trust me, I wish her all the best in her career and I hope to see her succeed, but one thing certain is that I know things aren't going to be peachy for her. she must start socializing more, and be able to handle all kinds of people, not just people she is comfortable with. The fact that when we discuss old friends, and her relationships with them, she can conveniently label their friendship as "having a personality clash, so not compatible as friends" I understand this, but here you have already put yourself in a preconceived disposition that things weren't supposed to work out and can't, ever. Then just how the fuck are you going to make it in the world, if you even make statements and limit yourself like that? I doubt she knows the existence of this blog, but I will say one thing, I've been a dog to others (in army), I worked as a waiter, as a tele-marker, as a retail sales/corporate sales executive, etc. I think I have done my fair share of interacting with all kinds of people.
So yes I will bluntly say that based on my observations, I feel that this particular person should interact with more kinds of people and learn how to deal with them. SAD TRUTH!!!!! I may not be the best at handling people. But I firmly believe that if you want to make it you must want to deal with people you dislike rather than not want to. And it's annoying that when I bring it up, you shy away by saying stuff like "i know i am not perfect and blah blah.. BUT.... blah blah" that's just a fucking cop out , you are fucking better than that. It's like hearing teenage angst all over again. Jesus you are 26! I may not be successful but at least I already know who and what I am. You, dogmatically set a goal of eventually setting down in a country, where you obviously have not have a good enough taste of it to say or even know it's the right place for you. It's a fucking pipe-dream!
Ok I am only blogging because I have insomnia and cannot sleep. On a side note I am not even attracted to you, no wonder it was awkward!
I wasn't expecting that. But anyways I have not got a new job yet and I have no idea just what the fuck in the world I want to do. Life is just fucking weird, when it comes to opportunities that suddenly present themselves in front of you, and then suddenly vanish!
And ok so I had a fall out with a friend over some drinks some weeks back. I mean, I may have acted like an ass or said something out of context, but I was really hammered. I can recall the amount of times I've pissed friends off mutually when we were drunk. I find that this person takes things too seriously. Sad truth being that, she did not enjoy the kind of teenage / childhood that I had. I fear she does not understand the dynamics of friendship, it has to have its ups and downs. To fall out over something so minute, when you've done crazier things to piss off your real friends and the next day they are still your best friends, to me is just plain retarded. Trust me, I wish her all the best in her career and I hope to see her succeed, but one thing certain is that I know things aren't going to be peachy for her. she must start socializing more, and be able to handle all kinds of people, not just people she is comfortable with. The fact that when we discuss old friends, and her relationships with them, she can conveniently label their friendship as "having a personality clash, so not compatible as friends" I understand this, but here you have already put yourself in a preconceived disposition that things weren't supposed to work out and can't, ever. Then just how the fuck are you going to make it in the world, if you even make statements and limit yourself like that? I doubt she knows the existence of this blog, but I will say one thing, I've been a dog to others (in army), I worked as a waiter, as a tele-marker, as a retail sales/corporate sales executive, etc. I think I have done my fair share of interacting with all kinds of people.
So yes I will bluntly say that based on my observations, I feel that this particular person should interact with more kinds of people and learn how to deal with them. SAD TRUTH!!!!! I may not be the best at handling people. But I firmly believe that if you want to make it you must want to deal with people you dislike rather than not want to. And it's annoying that when I bring it up, you shy away by saying stuff like "i know i am not perfect and blah blah.. BUT.... blah blah" that's just a fucking cop out , you are fucking better than that. It's like hearing teenage angst all over again. Jesus you are 26! I may not be successful but at least I already know who and what I am. You, dogmatically set a goal of eventually setting down in a country, where you obviously have not have a good enough taste of it to say or even know it's the right place for you. It's a fucking pipe-dream!
Ok I am only blogging because I have insomnia and cannot sleep. On a side note I am not even attracted to you, no wonder it was awkward!