Note to the fucker (not the first part but the second)

Aug 06, 2010 11:25

God I am fucking bored and it fucking annoys me that I’m still under fucking probation at work so my pay is still like crap. I know that my performance hasn’t been this best nor have I had the opportunity to do better, if you consider where I am located most of the time you would understand how quiet and mundane it can become, I mean seriously there isn’t much I can do here, it is very quiet and it sucks. At least my manager has been understanding but I’m not sure about the others who are based in the main office, it seems that they expect more of me but the reality is that, yes I’d rather go all out but there aren’t enough incentives to gain based on the circumstances, how am I suppose to sell stuff when the “target market” hardly comes here? I don’t doubt my skills and knowledge, What I mean to say is that my background is both musical and DJ but slightly lacking when it comes to Audio Engineering in general even though I have a higher Diploma in Reording Arts. But I have said in this interview I’ve always felt like that a Sound Engineering Diploma and DJ certs are mostly redundant if you don’t get involved with enough hands on experience. Like hey you can learn how to DJ for a year, but 4 years later would you be as sharp? My hands on skills aren’t that sharp and I would say below average, this I realized when I was in national service.

I’ve never been academically inclined. My sister, brother in law and 2 of my uncles all have Phds. I get really insulted when others generalized my sister as an SPG (Sarong Party Girl) basically a chinese who marries a white person for status quo. Fuck off, my sister has the fucking qualifications so she ain’t a fucking gold digger you fucker, how dare you judge her? She has been based in England for almost 12 years how dare you even just fucking stereotype her just like that? Fuck you I mean seriously, why do people assume just because a Chinese marries a white, the Chinese girl is an SPG? FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feelings splattered, uncle, family

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