AWE Drabble #29:Push and Pull
#29:Push and Pull
2Jong-centric
OBLIGATORY WARNING FOR SEXUAL CONTENT BEWARE YE VIRGIN EYES.
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Chen wondered why he was so surprised when he realized just what a tease Kai was. He teased a lot when he was younger, why should he be any different when dating?
Chen forced himself not to jump when he felt arms wind around his waist from behind and hot breath tickle his ear.
“Hi there,” Kai whispered, lips brushing his skin.
Chen shivered. “Can’t you say hi to me like a normal person?” He whined.
Kai tightened his grip and hid his face in Chen’s hair. “No,” he said happily. “I like this way better.”
Chen squirmed. “But I can’t see you!”
Kai bent down and kissed his neck and Chen bit his lip. “I like surprising you,” Kai confessed. “I like seeing how you react.”
Chen ducked his head to hide his blush, not that anyone else was around. “You sap,” he muttered.
“Why are you so shy?” Kai asked. “It’s just me!” He let go of Chen’s waist and turned him around. “Hey, look up.” Chen kept his head down. Kai ducked his head and Chen spun away again. He heard Kai huff and the next thing he knew Kai was kissing the back of his neck.
Chen shrieked and jumped away. “That tickles!” He cried.
Kai pulled him back. “It was the only part of you I could reach,” he defended. “Now come here so I can kiss you properly!”
Chen complied easily, turning back around and wrapping his arms around Kai’s neck. Once they’d kissed the first time, it was like someone turned on a faucet and now they couldn’t stop. Or at least, Chen couldn’t stop, but this was when Kai started to tease him.
Whenever they would kiss, they would start off slow and sweet. Brief little pecks, light kisses on the cheek. Then Chen would want more. He would tip his head back, knowing that Kai liked his neck and liked kissing it, and sometimes Kai would take the bait and slowly mouth along Chen’s throat. Sometimes Chen would gasp, or part his lips and try to get Kai to kiss him again, but Kai would only smile and kiss him gently and promise “later”.
This was what Kai did almost always actually.
“No,” Chen whined, pulling Kai back when he did it again. “Now!” And he stubbornly clung to Kai’s shoulders, let his teeth catch on Kai’s lower lip and reveled in the moan that came from Kai’s throat.
“Chen,” he mumbled into the kiss. “Really, we’re going to be missed.”
Chen pouted in what he hoped was an alluring way. “But Kai, I want to kiss you!”
This was how it had been for the year since their first kiss, when Kai had sleepily turned Chen towards him and whispered good morning before so gently…
“I want to kiss you too,” Kai sighed. “But later, when we can actually do this comfortably and not in a forest. Tree bark hurts, I still have marks from yesterday.”
Yesterday when Chen got frustrated with the slow pace of Kai’s lips and shoved him hard against a tree, taking over himself.
“You do not,” Chen protested gruffly. “They healed in like five minutes.”
Maybe it was because he felt bad for all those years of chasing Chen around and grossing him out with worms, but Kai seemed to revel in romancing him now. He preferred to lay Chen on a bed or a sofa, kiss him slowly and hover over him just enough so that he could sneak his hand under Chen’s shirt. Kai preferred breathless gasps and sighs, comfortable touches.
Chen…well he liked all of that, really, but lately all he wanted for Kai to manhandle him. Throw him down or up against a wall and leave bite marks all down his neck and jaw, press against him so close that not even air could get between them, push his thighs apart and…And that was where it ended and Chen would accidentally choke on his own spit.
It was all most decidedly Sehun’s fault. That bratty little kid just had to go around flaunting his hickeys and staring off into space with a stupid grin on his face. And of course he had to talk to someone about it, he had to gush about it to somebody. And since Baekhyun and Chen were the only other ones with a relationship (or an outed one at least), they were the ones that Sehun went to more often than not. He’d drag them off on some pointless venture, like wood collection or something and spend the entire time talking about Lu Han. It had gotten even worse since the wedding.
“We’ve started experimenting a little,” Sehun said with a slight blush.
Baekhyun stared at him. “You mean you haven’t done that enough?”
“Not really,” Sehun insisted. “I mean yeah we tried a few things but not like this.”
“Like what?!” Baekhyun cried, clinging to his arm. “Tell us!”
Sehun grinned slightly. “Reward and punishment,” he was about to say more but Chen cut him off.
“What do you mean by punishment?” He gasped.
“Nothing bad,” Sehun assured. “It’s fun, it’s-”
“Kinky as fuck!” Baekhyun crowed. “Holy crap, Sehun! Where’s you even learn about that? Not from Suho that’s for damn sure…”
“We read about it in a book. I was the one who brought it up, Lu Han was really enthusiastic though…”
“Explain this to me!” Chen cried. “I don’t get it, what’s it mean?!”
Sehun wriggled away from Baekhyun. “Like, say Lu Han tells me I can’t move. I can’t touch him, or myself, and then while I’m trying to hold still he’s…” he trailed off, eyeing Chen. “Do you…how far have you and Kai gone?”
“I know enough,” Chen snapped, trying not to blush. “Go on.”
“Okay, while I’m holding still Lu Han is sucking me off. So it’s hard to hold still like that, you know?”
Chen nodded faintly, trying very hard not to picture what Sehun was describing.
“Sometimes he’ll tell me not to make a sound too. If I manage to do what he says, he’ll let me come. If not, then I have to wait.”
“Oh, you’re into orgasm denial too?” Baekhyun gasped. “Damn, I want to try that on Chanyeol! What’s it like?”
“Torture,” Sehun admitted. “But it’s so worth it. Lu Han makes me hold off until I cry.”
Baekhyun whistled. “Damn, I have to talk to Chanyeol about that. I don’t want him to cry though…”
Chen felt a little faint. In the midst of trying not picture Sehun and Lu Han, he’d imagined Kai instead. He felt his face heat up and frantically started to pick up sticks.
“Let’s get moving,” he grumbled. They really did need wood.
Okay, maybe he wasn’t as adventurous as Sehun. Maybe he didn’t want to start a system of rewards and the like, but maybe…maybe he wanted Kai to bear down on him, hold him against the bed and leave angry red marks on his hips and thighs. Maybe he wanted Kai to pin his wrists down and make him scream…
Okay, scratch that, Chen thought as he stared at his wrist and pictured Kai’s fingers wrapping around it. he definitely wanted that. But how to bring it up?
Well who could he ask but Sehun?
“How’d you bring it bring it up Lu Han?” He blurted after dragging Sehun to the side. “You know,” he sighed when Sehun gave him a look. “The whole reward thing.”
“Oh!” Sehun gasped. “Well, I just said it. we’ve always been pretty open about what we’ve wanted.”
“Oh,” Chen said faintly. He and Kai hadn’t even talked about sex yet. They’d really only been dating for two years, which was really short when you live forever.
Sehun peered at him closely. “You should just tell him what you want.”
Chen shrugged. “What if he doesn’t want the same things as me?”
“Compromise,” Sehun said. “But you know, really I think Kai would do just about anything for you. And I think you might want the same things, but he doesn’t want to bring it up because he’s afraid of scaring you. And if he’s afraid of hurting you, just promise him that you’ll say something if you’re uncomfortable.”
Chen swallowed. “Is it really that easy?”
Sehun nodded. “It was for me.”
“Kai,” Chen gasped into his boyfriend’s neck. He gripped Kai’s hair tighter, back arcing up off the sofa. “Kai…I want…”
“Hm?” Kai prompted, bending down and tracing his lips along Chen’s clavicle. “What?”
“Bite me,” Chen moaned without thinking.
Kai sat up. “Huh?”
Chen blinked up at him, wondering if he should go on. Kai was flushed and panting, his lips swollen from kisses and Chen could feel Kai’s thighs shifting against his hips…
“Bite me,” he repeated quickly, breathlessly. “I want you to mark me up, I want you to be rough. Please,” he added when Kai’s eyes widened. “I can’t stop thinking about it, I like this but…I want to try…”
Kai pulled back and looked at Chen seriously. “Are you sure? Will you tell me to stop if I hurt you?”
Chen nodded frantically. “Yes, I’ll tell you.”
Kai still hesitated. “How…should we set boundaries? How far do you want this to go?”
Chen inhaled deeply. “I’m ready for everything.”
“You mean sex?” Kai pressed.
“Yeah,” Chen said. “Yeah, that’s what I mean.”
Kai exhaled sharply and for a half second Chen thought that maybe he’d say he wasn’t ready, but then Kai smiled at him. “Really? I mean, you really want me like that?”
And Chen got that it was a moment for them, he truly did, but at the same time he wanted Kai’s teeth on his neck yesterday.
“Yes,” Chen groaned, tugging on Kai’s shirt. “I want you like this, please, Kai just…”
Kai’s head dropped and he immediately bit down on Chen’s neck. Chen gasped and threw his head back, fingers digging into Kai’s shoulders…
“Harder,” he gasped.
Kai let go and brushed his lips down a little further, suddenly sinking his teeth into Chen’s skin. Chen keened and arched up, he felt his blood rushing through his body, heat pooling in his stomach.
“Fuck,” Kai gasped, leaning back and rubbing his thumb over the mark. “That’s so hot, Chen…”
Chen was gasping, blinking up at Kai. He scrambled for the hem of Kai’s shirt, tugging it up.
“Off,” he mumbled. “Mine too, help me…”
Kai tugged his own shirt off his head, helped Chen sit up so that they could throw his on the floor too. From this position Kai was straddling Chen’s lap, and his neck was at a perfect angle for Chen to lean forward and press his lips to Kai’s throat. Kai moaned and tilted his head, lips brushing the side of Chen’s face. Chen scraped his teeth along Kai’s neck and Kai whined in his ear.
Chen pulled back for a kiss, taking Kai by surprise and easily slipping his tongue in Kai’s mouth. This was not the slow, careful kisses they usually shared. This was messy, this was teeth clashing and biting down on each other’s lips and god Chen had no idea that kissing could be so loud…
Kai pulled back first and stood up. “Bed,” he gasped. “We need more room.”
Chen agreed and got to his feet, a little unsteady from how turned on he was. Kai grabbed him and pulled him close, palming the front of Chen’s jeans. Chen moaned loudly, stumbling into Kai and bucking against his hand.
“By the Tree,” Kai breathed. “You’re so hot…damn it,” he kissed Chen again. Chen pulled away first and stumbled back.
“Bedroom, now.”
Chen lead the way and when he burst through the door he stopped. He’d never gotten this far in his head. He turned around and saw Kai bent next to his bag, rummaging through.
“Aha,” He announced, standing up.
“What is that?” Chen asked, stepping up to his side.
Kai blushed. “It’s um…lubricant, I think Lu Han called it. He gave it to me, said I should hold onto it just in case, not that I was planning for this to happen now or anything,” he added hastily.
“Right,” Chen nodded. “Good, I was actually just thinking about that…”
Kai smiled, seeming a bit more relaxed. He kissed Chen, more gently this time. “Love you,” he whispered. “Really, I love you so much.”
Chen melted and got a little more turned on at the same time. “I love you too…”
Maybe he would have gone on, but at that moment Kai scooped him up and carried him over to the bed, dropping him down none-too gently and climbing on top of him to kiss his stomach.
Chen gasped and gripped Kai’s hair, pulling slightly. “Teeth,” he panted. “I want…” He didn’t get to finish, breaking off with a whine when Kai sucked on the ridge of his hip and worried the skin between his teeth. After a moment he broke off and moved to dip his tongue into Chen’s navel, making him squirm and pant. He kissed up slowly, pausing bite down on Chen’s nipple and Chen cried out, arching up. Kai kissed Chen’s mark, teeth scraping the head of the scorpion. Chen felt like his skin was burning, his chest felt too warm, his legs were shaking. He reached down with a shaking hand and undid the zipper on his jeans but got stuck on the button.
“You alright?” Kai asked, seeing Chen’s fingers shaking.
“Fine,” Chen panted. “I just…I want these off and I can’t…” He broke off with a frustrated sigh.
Kai grinned at him. “It’s okay,” he crooned. “I got you.” He undid the button and slipped his fingertips under the waistband of Chen’s jeans, slowly pulling them off. Chen swore he didn’t breathe at all until he heard them hit the floor. He waited, but Kai sat back and undid his own jeans, and this time Chen noticed that his fingers were shaking too.
“Are you alright?” He asked, sitting up on his elbows.
Kai nodded, tugging his pants down over his thighs. “Yeah, just…” he threw his own jeans on the floor and crawled back over Chen’s body, hovering over him.
“Just?” Chen prompted, resting his hands on Kai’s hips.
Kai smiled. “Just you,” he said before kissing Chen. “Just want you.”
Chen suddenly tugged Kai’s hips down and grinded up against him. They both gasped and Kai swore.
“You’ll be the death of me,” Kai panted, gripping Chen’s hips and pushing them down. Chen squirmed and he pushed Kai’s boxers down a little.
“Off,” he begged. “Please, Kai, I need you.”
Kai complied and just as quickly got rid of Chen’s underwear too. Chen waited for something, anything, with Kai just kneeling between his legs. For second Kai just stared at him, then he lowered his head and quickly took Chen’s cock in his mouth.
Chen swore loudly and bucked up, but Kai held his hips down. “Damn,” he gasped, “Kai, you…fuck,” he hissed as Kai swirled his tongue over the head. “Kai…”
He reached down and gripped Kai’s hair again, just to have something to anchor himself with. Kai moaned when Chen pulled on his hair and Chen almost sobbed at the feeling.
“Kai, please,” Chen panted, he could hear his heart pounding, his toes curled in the sheets. Kai pulled back and grinned at Chen, licking his lips.
“Yeah babe?” Kai asked innocently, a little hoarse. Chen fell back on the bed and gasped at the ceiling. He heard Kai laugh breathlessly and with one hand he grabbed Chen’s leg and bent it, turning his head and kissing the inside of Chen’s knee, licking the skin. His other hand still held Chen’s hips down and Chen writhed in his hold, wanting more, wanting…
“Kai where the fuck is the lube?” He panted. “If you’re not going to use it then…”
Kai laughed again. “Okay, I get it.” He grabbed the bottle and flipped the cap up, squeezing it on his fingers. He hovered over Chen once more, bracing himself on one hand. “You can tell me if it hurts and I’ll stop,” Kai breathed. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“It’s alright,” Chen promised. “You won’t.”
But of course it did hurt a little. Kai was very careful, pressing in first one finger and then two, always asking Chen if he was okay, if he could move, if he was going too fast. Chen held onto Kai’s shoulders, eyes shut and panting into his neck. Kai scissored his fingers and Chen squirmed against the stretch.
“Hang on,” Kai said, pulling out. He grabbed the lube again, squeezing more on his fingers and then into Chen’s hand.
“Touch yourself,” he panted. “I…it’ll feel better.”
It did actually, Chen found. It distracted him a bit, and Kai managed to stretch him a little more before Chen stopped him.
“I’m okay now,” he assured, wrapping his slick hand around Kai’s cock and privately enjoying the drawn out moan he got.
Kai grabbed his thighs and held them apart and Chen gasped at the pull in his muscles. “Wrap your legs around my waist,” Kai said, and Chen did so quickly, digging his heels into Kai’s back.
The first press made Chen shy away and Kai hesitated.
“I’m okay,” Chen promised, “It’s…hold my hand,” he blurted, holding out his hand, palm up and fingers spread. He blushed because it sounded awkward, but Kai flashed him a smile and kissed him.
“Okay,” he breathed, taking Chen’s hand and pressing it into the bed. “Like I said, I’ve got you.”
The next press made Chen’s back arch off the bed, his free hand going around to Kai’s back and digging his nails into his skin. Kai made sure to go slowly, and after a while Chen kicked Kai’s leg and told him to get it the fuck over with. Kai did as he was told, and he bent down to whisper soothingly in Chen’s ear as Chen tried to adjust.
“It’s just me,” Kai whispered. “It’s just me babe.”
Chen exhaled in a huff and leaned back on the bed. “I know, I do. I love you Kai.”
“I love you too,” Kai moaned as he leaned forward, rocking into Chen and Chen gasped, letting go of his death grip on Kai’s hand and instead wrapping his arm around his shoulders.
“Do that again,” Chen pleaded.
Kai pulled out slowly and rocked forward again. Chen almost sobbed and Kai swore. Kai struggled onto his knees and pulled Chen closer by his hips, Chen’s legs fell from Kai’s waist and for a second he was just lying on his back, panting at the ceiling. Then Kai leaned over him and snapped his hips forward. Chen inhaled sharply, digging his nails into Kai’s arms. It didn’t hurt anymore, Chen could feel his body clenching around Kai, he could feel Kai hot inside of him. It felt like Kia went a little deeper with each thrust, and Chen felt like he could never get enough of this feeling. He couldn’t stop the slight gasps and breathy moans that rose up in his throat, and Kai echoed each one, leaning his forehead against Chen’s shoulder or on the mattress next to his head.
Chen’s nails scrabbled for purchase against Kai’s skin, slick with sweat and Kai grabbed his wrists and pinned them above his head. Chen really did sob that then, writhing on the bed, hips snapping down to meet Kai’s.
“Touch me,” Chen begged. “Please Kai, I’m so close…”
“I know,” Kai breathed. “Soon baby, I promise…”
Kai kept Chen’s wrists pinned with one hand and rocked into him over and over, other hand slowly stroking his cock until Kai’s hips stuttered and he thrust forward hard, moaning as he came. Chen squirmed out of his grasp, grabbing the hand that still slowly stroked his cock and tightened Kai’s grip, and finally he came too, sobbing Kai’s name-his real name.
Kai was panting in his ear, one arm shaking as he tried to hold himself up. There was sweat glistening on his chest and neck and Chen leaned up, licking tentatively. Not the best thing ever, but Kai moaned and leaned down further so Chen did it again. Kai finally pulled out, Chen winced as he did, and collapsed on the bed on Chen’s right. Chen turned over, laying one hand on Kai’s chest. For a moment they tried to catch their breath, each lost in his own thoughts. Then Chen pushed himself up on one arm to lean over Kai and kiss him. Kai reached up and cradled Chen’s jaw, fingertips brushing the sharp curve near his ear.
Kai whined when Chen pulled back, but it changed to a soft gasp when Chen kissed his chest, licking and leaving scrapes from his teeth on his mark.
“Okay enough,” Kai moaned, pulling Chen back up and kissing him. He flipped their positions, wincing slightly. “Back hurts a bit,” he explained sheepishly when Chen raised an eyebrow.
“Why…oh,” Chen said, blushing. “My nails?”
“Yeah, but it’s okay. It’ll be a nice reminder until they heal,” Kai assured him.
Chen grinned at him. “I can leave more if you want,” he purred, scratching gently down Kai’s chest, stopping just above his navel.
Kai shivered and grabbed his wrist, pulling it up and kissing his palm. “Maybe later,” he said seriously before his tongue darted out and licked up Chen’s finger. This time it was Chen’s turn to shiver.
“Later,” he agreed. Kai smirked and kissed him again, slowly curling his tongue around Chen’s.
“You’re so beautiful Chen,” Kai breathed against his lips. “So fucking perfect…I can’t believe it sometimes.”
“You too,” Chen muttered. “You’re pretty incredible yourself.”
Kai laughed as he kissed Chen again. “What a pair we are. We might be the hottest ones here.”
“Without a doubt,” Chen agreed.
Kai fell back on his side, keeping Chen’s hand grasped tightly in his own. He was smiling like this was the happiest he’d ever been, and Chen found himself a bit breathless. He’d always loved Kai’s smile, the way it made his eyes turn up and his whole face light up.
“I love you,” Chen said, and he jumped when he realized Kai said it at the same time.
They both giggled. “Okay,” Kai said, “Sleepy time. You wore me out.”
Chen snuggled into Kai’s arms. They were both sweaty and in need of a shower, but Chen figured they could take care of that later. Right now he just wanted to fall asleep in his boyfriend’s arms.