Nobody is looking for perfection, how could they give it in return?
Hey guys. I'm really very, very down right now. My best friend here at uni has turned around and said he doesn't my friendship anymore. He doesn't like the person that I am and he doesnt like who he is when he's around me. I just feel so betrayed and hurt. I've trusted him so much, opened myself to him and told me things that my friends from school didn't know about me. I've never felt this way before, and I don't know how to deal with it. I mean does this always happen? You trust someone and they turn on you?
I tried to change myself, to be a better person for him, but he just wouldn't accept me, everything I ever did was always wrong or confused him. I could never rely on him to be there for me, and he couldn't be honest with me when I asked. He even betrayed my trust at one point and I forgave him, but I don't know how to cope anymore. He's taken everything I have emotionally, and I've got nothing left. I just don't see the point anymore. Why put yourself through all the pain and the hurt if all anyone can ever do is hurt you. *sigh* I can't physically can't cry anymore. I'm going home tomorrow, and am going to stay there until I figure things out. And if I can't, i guess I won't be going back to uni this year.
Well, thats all I've got to say. Hope you are all well.
Love to you all
xx
I tried to change myself, to be a better person for him, but he just wouldn't accept me, everything I ever did was always wrong or confused him. I could never rely on him to be there for me, and he couldn't be honest with me when I asked. He even betrayed my trust at one point and I forgave him, but I don't know how to cope anymore. He's taken everything I have emotionally, and I've got nothing left. I just don't see the point anymore. Why put yourself through all the pain and the hurt if all anyone can ever do is hurt you. *sigh* I can't physically can't cry anymore. I'm going home tomorrow, and am going to stay there until I figure things out. And if I can't, i guess I won't be going back to uni this year.
Well, thats all I've got to say. Hope you are all well.
Love to you all
xx