You know what, I am absoloutely fed up!! I am just so sick of everybody!! I really cannot think of anyone that I don't hate right now! I'm just stuck in this black hole of evilness that I cannot drag myself out of. I even was mean to Prince Charming today! Why the hell was I mean to him! He is the nicest, most honest and down to earth guy I know. I've never met anyone or ever had a friend like him before and I was mean!! Me and my big mouth...In typical Prince Charming fashion however, he laughed it off, not letting it phase him, but I just feel so terribly guilty right now. And this is me, I don't feel guilty or regret any of the shit I come up with...
I was looking over some other people's journal entries today, and it just dawned on me how pathetic and down right childish some people are. Some of the things said were totally below the belt. One entry, ((I won't name names because I am not as pathetic as others)) really shocked me when a person I thought I knew was particularly spitefull about someone. Now I don't socialise with this person, but I know them well enough to know that they do not deserve that kind of treatment. You should be absoloutely ashamed of yourself!!
Has it ever struck anyone how the attitudes of parents control their children. It struck me today just how biggoted and spitefull parents can be. I mean, drama, at the Congress, it is the most fabulous place any kid could be, and yet I know of a father who looks down on his son for attending, calling it girly and using atrocious names fr his son for going, ranging from faggot to queer ((the imaginantion of some homophobes is just beyond)) And because of the fathers attitude, his older brother mercilessly bullies and torments his brother for attending. Well I am proud of this kid. He has not given up under the intense and pointless igonorance, and has continued to come to drama. I wish I knew him better, but rock on kid!!
And I think I will leave everyone on such a low note. Strip away socities facade and thats what we have. People call me bitch...it makes me smile...I am bitch because people have made me this way...funyy what hatred, homophobia and ignorance do to a person...
Quote of the day - I usually give a quote that has made me giggle/think, but I going to give some lyrics that just express what I feel right now : -
"Love and Understanding" by Cher
Here, here in this world
Where do we go, where do we turn
When we need some love it seems that love
Just can't be found
Where, where do we stand
When love's supply don't meet love's demand
We got enough stars to light the sky at night
Enough sun to make the whole world bright
We got more than enough, but there's one thing
There's just not enough of
Chorus:
Not enough love and understanding
We could use some love
To ease these troubled times
Not enough love and understanding
Why? Oh why?
Spend all of our time building buildings up to the sky
Reaching everywhere but where we need to reach the most
Hearts never can win,oh in this race
This race that we're in
We've got enough cars to drive around the world
Enough planes to take us anywhere
We got more than enough, but there's one thing
There's just not enough of
(chorus)(repeat)
We need some understanding
We need a little more love
Some love and understanding
Enough stars to light the sky at night
Enough sun to make the whole world bright
Enough hearts to find some love inside
We've got more than enough(but there's one thing)
There's just not enough of
(chorus)
We've got to find love
Got to find some love
To ease these troubled times
Not enough love and understanding
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Tell me why, tell me why
Love and understanding
Oh why? Not enough love
Why? Why? Why?
(Not enough love and understanding)
(We could use some love)
(To ease these troubled times)
(Not enough love and understanding)
(Why? Oh why?)
(Not enough)
Say/think what you want. Make fun if you feel inclined. I'm just past this childish bantering. You people are nothing. In the immortal words of Buffy "You're beneath me"
Christina Aguiliera
Circle I Limbo
Leanne Tunley
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind
Richard White
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow
Sarah Cunnington
Circle IV Rolling Weights
William Follwell
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled
River Styx
Chris Grimwood
Circle VI Buried for Eternity
River Phlegyas
Olivia Pike
Circle VII Burning Sands
Nicola Bainbridge
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement
Mrs. Seymour
Circle IX Frozen in Ice
Design your own hell