Well this could suck...
I used to think I'd want a huge family, at least 2 or 3 kids. Within the past year, I've come to the conclusion that I really don't want any more children. I sat Josh down last night and told him this. Explained my reasons and everything. I'm fairly sure that this is going to end our marriage sooner or later. He thinks I may change my mind in a few years, but honestly, I don't think so. I made this very clear to him. He's understandably upset. I can understand if he leaves, and anything he may feel. I just don't want to do it again. I'm not that great of a mom and I don't want to. End of story.