An Update *le gasp*
I have been having a lot of weird dreams lately. Dreams that I should probably be writing down since many details have been slipping through my metaphorical fingers and I wish I remembered more about them. These dreams settles between two categories:
1) the one where I'm cuddling with a person. The individual changes every time: last person was this blonde with soft facial features who may or may not have lived in Wonderland and who I may have met buying tea. And I remember thinking: when does the sex start?. And I also remember being cockblocked. EVERY SINGLE TIME. In the most recent dream, it was by a roundtable of her male asian friends. The dream before that, it was my parents. I think in that one my partner was not entirely human.
My subconscious is telling me something, but I want it to stop.
2) the second type of dream I've been having is a tad more eerie than the former. It all has to do with houses. They are all different houses with differently layouts. But it feels like I'm stuck in the same house and I wake up with the same nostalgic feeling. This particular dream feels like all the tidbits one has learned about House of Leaves despite never having read the damn book. Abstractly horrifying, but it could have been worse. This is the best way I could describe it.
Sometime the house looks like the atypical decrepit horror movie home. Cobwebs and rotting floors. Other times, it's very utilitarian and sterile. Another thing I can say about these dreams is that it's like I'm never running at my full speed. My legs are heavy and it feels like they are not cooperating with my mind. I tell it to do something and it just never follow through on that action. It's frustrating and scary if you are trying to out maneuver that shadowy figure at the corner of your eye. Sometimes there are other people with me and EVERY TIME they insist on splitting up. :/
So I'm stuck in this home and it feels like I'm probably/likely/am being chased by this Eldritch Abomination who is toying with me. I know it's playing with me but I never see what it is. There is always a second floor (I never try to leave the house) I know in my gut that the second floor is terrifying. And in some weird dream logic, the more floors I go up the more scary/powerful things get. Usually in dreams where I am being chased, I stop running, and just face the creature/supernatural entity. (This is me being genre savvy) I always wake up before I try to do something magnificently brave or stupid.
... I miss having dreams where I go on quests and stuff. ;-; It's less harrowing.
In other news:
This is what Fiorentina's summer transfer market look like. They broke up the Piccini-Carraro bromance and now I have to relearn the faces of the primavera. I can only say this, the 2011/2012 season still feels very DAUNTING both for the first team and primavera.
Video Games: I am replaying Mass Effect 1. I plan on playing Mass Effect 2. Am eagerly awaiting Mass Effect 3.
Anime/Cartoons: Tiger and Bunny. No.6. Thundercats 2011 reboot. Transformers: Prime. Due to the combined forces of the Transformers and Mass Effect fandom, I have realized I might be a giant xenophile.
I need to watch the Thor deleted scenes like burning. The Marvel Movieverse is hitting a lot of my happy buttons. :3
My dear friend booksnchocolate is now living abroad in the Netherlands. This is the chronicle of her stay there. There is must enthusiasm to be found~ :3
1) the one where I'm cuddling with a person. The individual changes every time: last person was this blonde with soft facial features who may or may not have lived in Wonderland and who I may have met buying tea. And I remember thinking: when does the sex start?. And I also remember being cockblocked. EVERY SINGLE TIME. In the most recent dream, it was by a roundtable of her male asian friends. The dream before that, it was my parents. I think in that one my partner was not entirely human.
My subconscious is telling me something, but I want it to stop.
2) the second type of dream I've been having is a tad more eerie than the former. It all has to do with houses. They are all different houses with differently layouts. But it feels like I'm stuck in the same house and I wake up with the same nostalgic feeling. This particular dream feels like all the tidbits one has learned about House of Leaves despite never having read the damn book. Abstractly horrifying, but it could have been worse. This is the best way I could describe it.
Sometime the house looks like the atypical decrepit horror movie home. Cobwebs and rotting floors. Other times, it's very utilitarian and sterile. Another thing I can say about these dreams is that it's like I'm never running at my full speed. My legs are heavy and it feels like they are not cooperating with my mind. I tell it to do something and it just never follow through on that action. It's frustrating and scary if you are trying to out maneuver that shadowy figure at the corner of your eye. Sometimes there are other people with me and EVERY TIME they insist on splitting up. :/
So I'm stuck in this home and it feels like I'm probably/likely/am being chased by this Eldritch Abomination who is toying with me. I know it's playing with me but I never see what it is. There is always a second floor (I never try to leave the house) I know in my gut that the second floor is terrifying. And in some weird dream logic, the more floors I go up the more scary/powerful things get. Usually in dreams where I am being chased, I stop running, and just face the creature/supernatural entity. (This is me being genre savvy) I always wake up before I try to do something magnificently brave or stupid.
... I miss having dreams where I go on quests and stuff. ;-; It's less harrowing.
In other news:
This is what Fiorentina's summer transfer market look like. They broke up the Piccini-Carraro bromance and now I have to relearn the faces of the primavera. I can only say this, the 2011/2012 season still feels very DAUNTING both for the first team and primavera.
Video Games: I am replaying Mass Effect 1. I plan on playing Mass Effect 2. Am eagerly awaiting Mass Effect 3.
Anime/Cartoons: Tiger and Bunny. No.6. Thundercats 2011 reboot. Transformers: Prime. Due to the combined forces of the Transformers and Mass Effect fandom, I have realized I might be a giant xenophile.
I need to watch the Thor deleted scenes like burning. The Marvel Movieverse is hitting a lot of my happy buttons. :3
My dear friend booksnchocolate is now living abroad in the Netherlands. This is the chronicle of her stay there. There is must enthusiasm to be found~ :3