Ohhh nooooo!!! Yuki-chan you haven't disappointed me! Of course not! I understand you and it's just normal to cry. Crying is good for the soul :D . As long as you know that things won't change just by crying and as long as you think about your situation and try your best to make it better everything is alright ^_^ . And I'm sure you know all these things so I don't worry.... ok that was a lie. I know that you know all these things but I still DO worry. How are you Yuki-chan? Do you feel better now? T___T . I'm so worried that it's the only thing I think about since I read your mail yesterday. And please don't apologize for making me worry. It's not your fault :D . It's just that you became a friend and I always worry about people I really like.
The thing with the paths... hmmm things like that are always hard to decide. I don't want to influence you because it's your future and your decision but maybe you should ask yourself, how you want to spend your life in future. You could choose the path which is harder (regarding your studies) but in the end you would be a successful woman who doesn't need to care about money problems and enjoys a good reputation but still you wouldn't be satisfied with your job because you wouldn't do what really makes you happy and maybe you will never enjoy your job and every morning you will wake up thinking of spending an other day in the hated office you work in.
On the other hand you could chose the easier way regarding your studies. Do what really interests you and you would be able to spend several great years at uni where you learn things which you always wanted to learn but in the end you will have an insecure future and you will always have to worry about the next day. But if there is the slightest chance to find a job in the filed which really interests you then you should think about it, if you are able to take that chance and to follow your goal till the end which might be harder than studieng the subject which you don't want to study.
Which lifestyle do you expect for your future. How much effort are you willing to give to get what you want. I think those are important questions you should think about before taking a decision ^^. Both paths have good and bad aspects if you look at them objectively, but which path will suit you best and will have more good aspects for YOU is something just you can decide. ^^
Hahaha maybe you allready thought about all this and have found an answer and allready took a decision xD... Now I feel pretty baka for the long speech.... So ... just forget what I wrote xD if you allready decided.
I just wanted to tell you this otherwise I won't be able to sleep xD . I will write you again tomorrow to answer the rest of the mail but it's already pretty late and so.... Oyasumi Yuki-chan :D .
And again I really don't want to influence you if you still havent dicided... so if I did... GOMEN T____T . I really think both paths are good so whatever you will choose... you won't pick the wrong path because there isn't a wrong path to choose ^^ .
Hmm.. haha.. been crying for too long and I got really…. Tired. Too worn-out. Seriously.
Oh God! I’m sorry! I really don’t mean to make you get so worried… *hugs you* I will be honest with you… I mean I wasn’t feeling good at all but I still gotta hang on and I have to. So yeah… I am getting stressed up and all… T.T
*hugs you tightly* thank you sooo much! Hmm… I still feel very vexed and irritated over the school stuff now. As I am debating whether should I change my school or continue since my school now is based on the yearly-examination system… and I really couldn’t handle it well. So thought of changing to a school whereby they go by… exams per 6 months. But… whether how to get in, which school etc is still a question mark.
Yeah and I really hate studying alone, being alone in a whole new environment as I am one who is very quiet in a brand new place and sorts but I really can’t avoid that now. So… T.T but your point is there, I got it. Thank you… I have been thinking through a lot really… I haven’t confirmed my last decision yet but I will soon, eventually. Coz I really need to think and consider it thoroughly. No, no… I like to get feedbacks from friends… so no worries, you can tell me anything… =) *hugs* Hahahaha… totally it’s alright for me! Don’t apologise, what you are doing, is alright~
No problem~ Good nite to you too! Will try my best to update WFL again though anyways… you made me feel motivated… =)
Yukiiii-chan :D Sorry for the delay :( I wanted to replay you two days ago but just couldn't find the time. How do you feel today? ^^
How much time is still left till you have to take your decision? Oh and... of course I won't be upset if you won't but... i'd really like to know what your decision will be... so I just wanted to ask if.... just if it's ok for you... you would tell me which path you have chosen? ^^;
Oh so you hate studying alone? Hmmm.... will you have to move far away if you change your uni? If that's the case I can understand that you're indecisive, especially if you hate beeing alone like you mentioned :( . But... you said you also work part time and have to study hard for the Uni so... maybe... you won't have the time to feel lonely when you have changed the uni because over there you will have to work too and study even harder :S .
"As for the fic… yeah… though in reality, the real happening was that “Kame’s” really good frenz came instead of the “yamapi”. " , you wrote in your mail before last. Wahhhhhhhhh so you friends called you and came immediately to comfort you? That'S really nice =) .
Oh ya agree! Kame wouldn't be happy with YAmapi.... but Yamapi would be happy with Kame wouldn't he? But on the other hand... maybe he wouldn't be happy either because Kame isn't happy. :S
But I really feel relieved that I didn't upset you with my last mail =) .
Ya of course... you will be pretty busy from now on with your studies... for me it wouldn't matter if you update later than usually cos I still have a lot to read with WFL xD ... I don't know how it is for your other readers :s . But it's really kind that you worry that much about your readers and you still give your best to update on time :) . Don't push yourself too much Yuki-chan ^^ .
Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that friend who called you at night... he really seems to be a nice guy :D . Maybe he is your Yamapi *___* .
"Do whatever you really like to do and want to do" I won't forget that! :D Sometimes it's just hard to see what i really want :S ... and maybe while I'm busy with all the other things I will miss the chance to see what is really important to me. I', scared of that... but I will do my best to follow your advice :D .
Ahh zettai kareshi ne? xD Ya I cried too... it was just sooo sad :( and of course the special T___T whaaaaa why did it end like that??? WHYYY JENNY WHYYYYY???????????
Unfortunately I still haven't read an ther chapter of WFL :( . But on Monday I have 3 lessons off so i will definitely read a few chapters :D .
It’s okay! =) Hmm… yeah still feeling the same but sightly better than before… but its hard to say for tmr… ha.. *hugs* But thanks for your concern… I’m touched…
Hmm latest by Friday. But… well… the earlier I settle this, the better ne? So that I won’t be suffering so much. >< Yeah sure, will tell you my decision once I confirm. =)
Yeah… erm… not say I need to move far when I change my uni coz well, its about the same… Yeah… though distance is not really the main point. Yeah, I really dislike being alone… I mean if I am going out alone, I can still make it but studying alone… *sigh* my motivation and etc. ><
Hahaha.. I supposed there wont be much changes though… I mean even if I did change my school.
back to the fic: Yeah… because my frenz actually tried to ask me out before my actual birthday but because I had already make plans with my bf, so I told them the truth and rejected their offer. But when things happened, I called them up and asked them exactly the same question, they immediately came and look for me. =)
Eh… true. Yes. Yamapi would be happy but not Kame… however, because the main character here is Yamapi hence I will want to make Kame happy instead of Yamapi. =x *gomen to all Yamapi’s fans*
Yes, yamapi will indeed feel like what you said if he really loves Kame. He wouldn’t be truly happy by “forcing” kame to be with him.
Hahaha… I understand… so far, you have read till chap 3 for WFL, wasn’t it? ^^ I just updated a new chap for it though… haha… so yeah you can still take your time, I won’t hurry you or what. =) Because I am responsible for my fics and to my readers. =) I wouldn’t want to affect them too much either… haha.
Hai… thank you! I will try my best and not to push/force myself… *hugs*
Lol.. no way. The “yamapi” in my life… we are still very good friends. XD This guy who just called me is someone who always love to tease and disturb me… haha! *kicks him*
“Sometimes it's just hard to see what i really want :S ... and maybe while I'm busy with all the other things I will miss the chance to see what is really important to me.” good saying, Anu-chan!
Hahahaha… but I am not one who’s good at advising… ^^”
Lol.. now shouldn’t it be Jennifer ne? *wink*
Hai~ will want to hear from you real soon again! Miss ya~
As long as you know that things won't change just by crying and as long as you think about your situation and try your best to make it better everything is alright ^_^ .
And I'm sure you know all these things so I don't worry.... ok that was a lie. I know that you know all these things but I still DO worry. How are you Yuki-chan? Do you feel better now? T___T . I'm so worried that it's the only thing I think about since I read your mail yesterday. And please don't apologize for making me worry. It's not your fault :D .
It's just that you became a friend and I always worry about people I really like.
The thing with the paths... hmmm things like that are always hard to decide.
I don't want to influence you because it's your future and your decision but maybe you should ask yourself, how you want to spend your life in future.
You could choose the path which is harder (regarding your studies) but in the end you would be a successful woman who doesn't need to care about money problems and enjoys a good reputation but still you wouldn't be satisfied with your job because you wouldn't do what really makes you happy and maybe you will never enjoy your job and every morning you will wake up thinking of spending an other day in the hated office you work in.
On the other hand you could chose the easier way regarding your studies. Do what really interests you and you would be able to spend several great years at uni where you learn things which you always wanted to learn but in the end you will have an insecure future and you will always have to worry about the next day.
But if there is the slightest chance to find a job in the filed which really interests you then you should think about it, if you are able to take that chance and to follow your goal till the end which might be harder than studieng the subject which you don't want to study.
Which lifestyle do you expect for your future. How much effort are you willing to give to get what you want. I think those are important questions you should think about before taking a decision ^^.
Both paths have good and bad aspects if you look at them objectively, but which path will suit you best and will have more good aspects for YOU is something just you can decide. ^^
Hahaha maybe you allready thought about all this and have found an answer and allready took a decision xD... Now I feel pretty baka for the long speech.... So ... just forget what I wrote xD if you allready decided.
I just wanted to tell you this otherwise I won't be able to sleep xD .
I will write you again tomorrow to answer the rest of the mail but it's already pretty late and so.... Oyasumi Yuki-chan :D .
And again I really don't want to influence you if you still havent dicided... so if I did... GOMEN T____T .
I really think both paths are good so whatever you will choose... you won't pick the wrong path because there isn't a wrong path to choose ^^ .
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Oh God! I’m sorry! I really don’t mean to make you get so worried… *hugs you* I will be honest with you… I mean I wasn’t feeling good at all but I still gotta hang on and I have to. So yeah… I am getting stressed up and all… T.T
*hugs you tightly* thank you sooo much! Hmm… I still feel very vexed and irritated over the school stuff now. As I am debating whether should I change my school or continue since my school now is based on the yearly-examination system… and I really couldn’t handle it well. So thought of changing to a school whereby they go by… exams per 6 months. But… whether how to get in, which school etc is still a question mark.
Yeah and I really hate studying alone, being alone in a whole new environment as I am one who is very quiet in a brand new place and sorts but I really can’t avoid that now. So… T.T but your point is there, I got it. Thank you… I have been thinking through a lot really… I haven’t confirmed my last decision yet but I will soon, eventually. Coz I really need to think and consider it thoroughly. No, no… I like to get feedbacks from friends… so no worries, you can tell me anything… =) *hugs* Hahahaha… totally it’s alright for me! Don’t apologise, what you are doing, is alright~
No problem~ Good nite to you too! Will try my best to update WFL again though anyways… you made me feel motivated… =)
Thank you so much, honestly. <3 *hugs tightly*
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Sorry for the delay :( I wanted to replay you two days ago but just couldn't find the time.
How do you feel today? ^^
How much time is still left till you have to take your decision?
Oh and... of course I won't be upset if you won't but... i'd really like to know what your decision will be... so I just wanted to ask if.... just if it's ok for you... you would tell me which path you have chosen? ^^;
Oh so you hate studying alone?
Hmmm.... will you have to move far away if you change your uni?
If that's the case I can understand that you're indecisive, especially if you hate beeing alone like you mentioned :( .
But... you said you also work part time and have to study hard for the Uni so... maybe... you won't have the time to feel lonely when you have changed the uni because over there you will have to work too and study even harder :S .
"As for the fic… yeah… though in reality, the real happening was that “Kame’s” really good frenz came instead of the “yamapi”. " , you wrote in your mail before last.
Wahhhhhhhhh so you friends called you and came immediately to comfort you? That'S really nice =) .
Oh ya agree! Kame wouldn't be happy with YAmapi.... but Yamapi would be happy with Kame wouldn't he?
But on the other hand... maybe he wouldn't be happy either because Kame isn't happy. :S
But I really feel relieved that I didn't upset you with my last mail =) .
Ya of course... you will be pretty busy from now on with your studies... for me it wouldn't matter if you update later than usually cos I still have a lot to read with WFL xD ... I don't know how it is for your other readers :s .
But it's really kind that you worry that much about your readers and you still give your best to update on time :) .
Don't push yourself too much Yuki-chan ^^ .
Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that friend who called you at night... he really seems to be a nice guy :D .
Maybe he is your Yamapi *___* .
"Do whatever you really like to do and want to do"
I won't forget that! :D
Sometimes it's just hard to see what i really want :S ... and maybe while I'm busy with all the other things I will miss the chance to see what is really important to me.
I', scared of that... but I will do my best to follow your advice :D .
Ahh zettai kareshi ne? xD Ya I cried too... it was just sooo sad :( and of course the special T___T whaaaaa why did it end like that??? WHYYY JENNY WHYYYYY???????????
Unfortunately I still haven't read an ther chapter of WFL :( .
But on Monday I have 3 lessons off so i will definitely read a few chapters :D .
So you will hear from me soon :D .
bye bye Yuki-chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan ^^
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Hmm… yeah still feeling the same but sightly better than before… but its hard to say for tmr… ha.. *hugs*
But thanks for your concern… I’m touched…
Hmm latest by Friday. But… well… the earlier I settle this, the better ne? So that I won’t be suffering so much. >< Yeah sure, will tell you my decision once I confirm. =)
Yeah… erm… not say I need to move far when I change my uni coz well, its about the same… Yeah… though distance is not really the main point. Yeah, I really dislike being alone… I mean if I am going out alone, I can still make it but studying alone… *sigh* my motivation and etc. ><
Hahaha.. I supposed there wont be much changes though… I mean even if I did change my school.
back to the fic:
Yeah… because my frenz actually tried to ask me out before my actual birthday but because I had already make plans with my bf, so I told them the truth and rejected their offer. But when things happened, I called them up and asked them exactly the same question, they immediately came and look for me. =)
Eh… true. Yes. Yamapi would be happy but not Kame… however, because the main character here is Yamapi hence I will want to make Kame happy instead of Yamapi. =x *gomen to all Yamapi’s fans*
Yes, yamapi will indeed feel like what you said if he really loves Kame. He wouldn’t be truly happy by “forcing” kame to be with him.
Hahaha… I understand… so far, you have read till chap 3 for WFL, wasn’t it? ^^ I just updated a new chap for it though… haha… so yeah you can still take your time, I won’t hurry you or what. =) Because I am responsible for my fics and to my readers. =) I wouldn’t want to affect them too much either… haha.
Hai… thank you! I will try my best and not to push/force myself… *hugs*
Lol.. no way. The “yamapi” in my life… we are still very good friends. XD This guy who just called me is someone who always love to tease and disturb me… haha! *kicks him*
“Sometimes it's just hard to see what i really want :S ... and maybe while I'm busy with all the other things I will miss the chance to see what is really important to me.” good saying, Anu-chan!
Hahahaha… but I am not one who’s good at advising… ^^”
Lol.. now shouldn’t it be Jennifer ne? *wink*
Hai~ will want to hear from you real soon again! Miss ya~
Bye~~~
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