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This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through, besides my Dad. Should I even have any hope? I see things, I read things, then I think I shouldn't. But who knows? LaDawn and Brandon didn't get back together for 9 months after they broke up. This is so hard. It's been 2 months. What happened to me, to my life? I used to just brush it off and get over it in a week. This time is different... I'm STILL crying, as we speak actually. I really love him. I look at pictures and realize even more that I do, and that I miss those good times that we had, the love that we experienced. He's just so wrapped up in his life, friends, and music right now that I don't think he even thinks about me, remembers me, remembers what we used to have.
I went to Alpha last night. They said that in the human life we long for three things: Security, love and purpose.
It's incredibly true.
I don't know what to do. Should I call him? Will it freak him out? Will I look obsessive and scare him away?
I'm calling Britt, she's the only one that can calm me down at times like this.
I went to Alpha last night. They said that in the human life we long for three things: Security, love and purpose.
It's incredibly true.
I don't know what to do. Should I call him? Will it freak him out? Will I look obsessive and scare him away?
I'm calling Britt, she's the only one that can calm me down at times like this.