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Very very tired!
Finally I am going part time! Will be effective from 8th of May. I cant wait! Hopefully by that time, Janet from Alexandra can come over to take over my position and I can be substituted. That'll be good. Maybe then, I'll be able to just work on certain weekdays? Hehehe.
Feeling totally shagged and drained these few days. No energy at all. Sometimes I wonder if salary-men feel like this. What about Arashi? How then do they overcome such feeling and gain motivation to work? Today, my heart kept saying this as I worked.. "This is enough. I want to go home already." Now I am finally home, but less than 12 hours later I need to go back to that same place again. Everyday, the same routine repeats. Imagine that I am a working adult ( with family to support and taxes to pay and mortgage and everything) what will happen if I suddenly feel this way about my job?
I think I will cry. Which is like the most useless thing to do. -.-
Maybe because I am going to be a uni student and upon graduation, I need to fight for survival. That's why my thoughts recently are all about how to survive in this world, yet at the same time not having to make life too difficult for myself. Hurhurhur.
Thank goodness I'm meeting Baity on Tuesday. At least maybe I'll have a day where I will not think about salaryman problems.
Finally I am going part time! Will be effective from 8th of May. I cant wait! Hopefully by that time, Janet from Alexandra can come over to take over my position and I can be substituted. That'll be good. Maybe then, I'll be able to just work on certain weekdays? Hehehe.
Feeling totally shagged and drained these few days. No energy at all. Sometimes I wonder if salary-men feel like this. What about Arashi? How then do they overcome such feeling and gain motivation to work? Today, my heart kept saying this as I worked.. "This is enough. I want to go home already." Now I am finally home, but less than 12 hours later I need to go back to that same place again. Everyday, the same routine repeats. Imagine that I am a working adult ( with family to support and taxes to pay and mortgage and everything) what will happen if I suddenly feel this way about my job?
I think I will cry. Which is like the most useless thing to do. -.-
Maybe because I am going to be a uni student and upon graduation, I need to fight for survival. That's why my thoughts recently are all about how to survive in this world, yet at the same time not having to make life too difficult for myself. Hurhurhur.
Thank goodness I'm meeting Baity on Tuesday. At least maybe I'll have a day where I will not think about salaryman problems.