stop, and take one deep breath
I'm like really really sleepy now, but I just felt like writing some things down for the sake of keeping records.
# Tomorrow's Talks Day. I hate talks like don't know what, but I am going to go and make sure I understand what the hell my NUS life is going to be all about. Although I'm lucky and don't have to bid at all this 1st year, I must understand everything!
# And it's OWeek Pre-Camp too. Which sucks, because I'm fucking sian of camps. And I can't run away from this camp cos I'm a bloody Junior Councillor. I really really hope my group will be fun and make my OWeek as memorable as FOC! (But I think it's unlikely cos FOC and Peter Pan has set the standard, even with KR FWOC.)
# I need to state that it's not because I don't love KR or hall life that's why I keep running away and sleeping at home - it's really because I'm homesick I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss my bed... Most importantly, I really miss the ability to decide for myself how I want to spend my time. I hate people telling me where to go and where to be at at what time. Seriously? And playing the same freaking games over and over again? I can use my time for better things really. Even if I'm going to sit at the RJ canteen for 3 hours doing nothing with my friends, I love that 87786827523 times more. Sorry but I can really be very anti-social sometimes.
# But that said, I should start staying more often soon (: Once I move my stuff in totally and properly on Sat, and once I get my MacBook and get the internet set up, A320 shall feel like TYL's room (: I'm feeling very hopeful about that!
# Reminder to self: Revert back to sociable self soon please! Or else you might as well stay in PGP already, TYL.
# And my loyalty is still with Bizad. The 30 mins I spent at Ragsite this morning CUTTING 12X12 SQUARES made me feel SOOOO much better than like time doing stupid things in the camp. SERIOUSLY -.- I rather cut paper can you believe it my gosh -__-
# This morning I spent 3 straight hours perfecting the embodiment of Maria spirit (Y) In other words, taking a cloth, pail of water and cleaning my entire room. Add in a broom and dustpan 2 hours later, plus some rearranging of furniture and organization of cupboard and clothes, my room is cleaner and more ME! now! (: DAMN MAID BUT IT'S OKAY ME-TIME IS VERY GOOD :D
# OMG I JUST RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM THE JUNGLE WHAT A NICE SURPRISE!!! WHERE the phone came from I have to find out one week later LOL.
# Met 7B twice in 2 days already and I SERIOUSLY THANK GOD EVERYDAY THAT I MET THIS BUNCH OF PEOPLE IN MY LIFETIME. Not kidding when I say this (:
# I've also been to Ion twice in 2 days! LOL and seriously it's not that big a deal. It's too atas for me I'm sorry! BUT I LOVE THE TOILETS (:
# And I love bringing my SLR out to play!
# RJ and ytf in the canteen today! Better than KR food ANYYYTTIMMMEEEEE
Shall update soon! :)
7 days more! I sound really excited but I'm honestly more confused than anything. SO THEREFORE, time to sleep (:
# Tomorrow's Talks Day. I hate talks like don't know what, but I am going to go and make sure I understand what the hell my NUS life is going to be all about. Although I'm lucky and don't have to bid at all this 1st year, I must understand everything!
# And it's OWeek Pre-Camp too. Which sucks, because I'm fucking sian of camps. And I can't run away from this camp cos I'm a bloody Junior Councillor. I really really hope my group will be fun and make my OWeek as memorable as FOC! (But I think it's unlikely cos FOC and Peter Pan has set the standard, even with KR FWOC.)
# I need to state that it's not because I don't love KR or hall life that's why I keep running away and sleeping at home - it's really because I'm homesick I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss my bed... Most importantly, I really miss the ability to decide for myself how I want to spend my time. I hate people telling me where to go and where to be at at what time. Seriously? And playing the same freaking games over and over again? I can use my time for better things really. Even if I'm going to sit at the RJ canteen for 3 hours doing nothing with my friends, I love that 87786827523 times more. Sorry but I can really be very anti-social sometimes.
# But that said, I should start staying more often soon (: Once I move my stuff in totally and properly on Sat, and once I get my MacBook and get the internet set up, A320 shall feel like TYL's room (: I'm feeling very hopeful about that!
# Reminder to self: Revert back to sociable self soon please! Or else you might as well stay in PGP already, TYL.
# And my loyalty is still with Bizad. The 30 mins I spent at Ragsite this morning CUTTING 12X12 SQUARES made me feel SOOOO much better than like time doing stupid things in the camp. SERIOUSLY -.- I rather cut paper can you believe it my gosh -__-
# This morning I spent 3 straight hours perfecting the embodiment of Maria spirit (Y) In other words, taking a cloth, pail of water and cleaning my entire room. Add in a broom and dustpan 2 hours later, plus some rearranging of furniture and organization of cupboard and clothes, my room is cleaner and more ME! now! (: DAMN MAID BUT IT'S OKAY ME-TIME IS VERY GOOD :D
# OMG I JUST RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM THE JUNGLE WHAT A NICE SURPRISE!!! WHERE the phone came from I have to find out one week later LOL.
# Met 7B twice in 2 days already and I SERIOUSLY THANK GOD EVERYDAY THAT I MET THIS BUNCH OF PEOPLE IN MY LIFETIME. Not kidding when I say this (:
# I've also been to Ion twice in 2 days! LOL and seriously it's not that big a deal. It's too atas for me I'm sorry! BUT I LOVE THE TOILETS (:
# And I love bringing my SLR out to play!
# RJ and ytf in the canteen today! Better than KR food ANYYYTTIMMMEEEEE
Shall update soon! :)
7 days more! I sound really excited but I'm honestly more confused than anything. SO THEREFORE, time to sleep (: