Simply Because
I could never really love you simply because... simply because!
good song for how I'm a horrible person.
there was something I wanted to bitch about...
RIGHT
14 more days of school then its over. It seems thus far that I'm going to Pace.
i didn't think it would matter to me where I was gonna go, but I feel this is now beneath me.
I didn't really try to apply anywhere really since I didn't know what or where I wanted to go.
But now that it seems I'm stuck in the same location and life.
Everyone else is going outside of the city. Yet I remain.
I was the one who was going to leave and go to freakin Japan to get away.
But now I'm the one staying in the the city?
This isn't what I wanted, but I just settled.
But stuff usually pans out and things take root, stuff never expected.
We'll see but for the moment..
My present life situation is beginning to overwhelm me.
School may be ending yet I still manage to screw myself.
Graduation might be in fucking question due to absences.
Okay so yes I have been absent but nothing like how I was.
My grades are more than satisfactory to allow me to graduate. If this god damn policy stops me
I will be led to murder.
on all fronts my life is squeezing its walls around me.
I can't handle relationships, but I can't handle this continued cycle of me fucking things up.
I need to progress in my experience with an actual relationship and well.. I just need.
How much I need, I don't know.
this is me yielding, and giving in.
I hope this is appreciated and it doesn't end up destroying me.
usually I would say either way it should be fun.. destruction sounds interesting.
But really no, no it will not.
Either way I don't want to back out, just yet. I will let it ride for now.
And maybe I will start to feel real emotions and then get hurt. doubt it.. Sure I will end up the villain.
Worth it?
good song for how I'm a horrible person.
there was something I wanted to bitch about...
RIGHT
14 more days of school then its over. It seems thus far that I'm going to Pace.
i didn't think it would matter to me where I was gonna go, but I feel this is now beneath me.
I didn't really try to apply anywhere really since I didn't know what or where I wanted to go.
But now that it seems I'm stuck in the same location and life.
Everyone else is going outside of the city. Yet I remain.
I was the one who was going to leave and go to freakin Japan to get away.
But now I'm the one staying in the the city?
This isn't what I wanted, but I just settled.
But stuff usually pans out and things take root, stuff never expected.
We'll see but for the moment..
My present life situation is beginning to overwhelm me.
School may be ending yet I still manage to screw myself.
Graduation might be in fucking question due to absences.
Okay so yes I have been absent but nothing like how I was.
My grades are more than satisfactory to allow me to graduate. If this god damn policy stops me
I will be led to murder.
on all fronts my life is squeezing its walls around me.
I can't handle relationships, but I can't handle this continued cycle of me fucking things up.
I need to progress in my experience with an actual relationship and well.. I just need.
How much I need, I don't know.
this is me yielding, and giving in.
I hope this is appreciated and it doesn't end up destroying me.
usually I would say either way it should be fun.. destruction sounds interesting.
But really no, no it will not.
Either way I don't want to back out, just yet. I will let it ride for now.
And maybe I will start to feel real emotions and then get hurt. doubt it.. Sure I will end up the villain.
Worth it?