¡ Bitch !
I write again
So much has changed though so little.
Nothing seems to matter.
Everything I'm doing feels like a slow path to destruction
Though I know I shouldn't be so serious.
I take myself and how I'm seen way too seriously.
The happy people I know really don't care about how they are perceived.
(Or at least fake it well enough.)
They don't look deep. They don't hurt their heads.
I want to be like that.
It's the cheap way out. maybe.
But everything comes with it's price.
Time to shed my skin of everything, and become something new.
But not too new. I have to hold on to some substance.
Can't abandon what really maters. Live shouldn't be that shallow.
Superficial is what the world loves and accepts.
So I'm going to try it on for awhile.
Lately it has just been an empty feeling so I'm going to fill it with lies.
Live for the moment.
So much has changed though so little.
Nothing seems to matter.
Everything I'm doing feels like a slow path to destruction
Though I know I shouldn't be so serious.
I take myself and how I'm seen way too seriously.
The happy people I know really don't care about how they are perceived.
(Or at least fake it well enough.)
They don't look deep. They don't hurt their heads.
I want to be like that.
It's the cheap way out. maybe.
But everything comes with it's price.
Time to shed my skin of everything, and become something new.
But not too new. I have to hold on to some substance.
Can't abandon what really maters. Live shouldn't be that shallow.
Superficial is what the world loves and accepts.
So I'm going to try it on for awhile.
Lately it has just been an empty feeling so I'm going to fill it with lies.
Live for the moment.