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Thirteen degrees and rain, that's my Norwegian summer.. But who am I to complain when I've been lazing around on beautiful beaches the last 7 months? If this summer becomes like the last one, I see that as my final cue as to leave for good come next summer.
I went to look at an apartment today, it was perfect, I just felt like home there, and that rarely happens. I didn't get it.. I never do.. It makes me wonder what I am doing wrong, why I'm never even considered to live in someone else's apartment. Is there something about the way I present myself that gives the wrong impression? I don't know.. I try to tell myself that everything happens for a reason, and that I haven't gotten the last ones because there is another one out there that will be the one for me.
That's what happened with the boys anyways, if it had worked out with any of the boys here at home, I would never have gone around the world, and I would never have met Bobby, who is by far the most interesting guy I have ever met, and one of the few boys I've felt a connection with as soon as I met them.. Everything does happen for a reason, if you just let them.. Most people think I'm silly when I say that, but I truly believe in that. It makes all the negative things that happen, more positive in a way.
My life is slowly getting back to normal, like it was before I left, and it feels like I never left at all.. All my habits are coming back,a nd I don't want that, that's why I need to move soon, to start a new life. To make my last year at home interesting..
Mmmmm..
I went to look at an apartment today, it was perfect, I just felt like home there, and that rarely happens. I didn't get it.. I never do.. It makes me wonder what I am doing wrong, why I'm never even considered to live in someone else's apartment. Is there something about the way I present myself that gives the wrong impression? I don't know.. I try to tell myself that everything happens for a reason, and that I haven't gotten the last ones because there is another one out there that will be the one for me.
That's what happened with the boys anyways, if it had worked out with any of the boys here at home, I would never have gone around the world, and I would never have met Bobby, who is by far the most interesting guy I have ever met, and one of the few boys I've felt a connection with as soon as I met them.. Everything does happen for a reason, if you just let them.. Most people think I'm silly when I say that, but I truly believe in that. It makes all the negative things that happen, more positive in a way.
My life is slowly getting back to normal, like it was before I left, and it feels like I never left at all.. All my habits are coming back,a nd I don't want that, that's why I need to move soon, to start a new life. To make my last year at home interesting..
Mmmmm..