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I climbed over a high fence in the middle of the night, drunk, coz we were locked out of the marina. He tells me to be careful, and I give him that look that tells him to stop thinking I am not capable of taking care of myself. "I am not saying that cause I don't think you can do it", he says, without me even saying anything, "I am saying it coz I am your boyfriend, and I care about you and would never want anything to happen to you" I give him a forgiving smile while I jump down on the other side.
When he's climbed over, he goes on board a ferry that's parked there for the night. It's empty, and he climbs in a window and opens the door for me. Our clothes fall off and we have drunken sex on the captain's seat on a ferry going to Arnhem land a couple of hours later.
We get back to our boat and lie down on the bed, still drunk. Suddenly he asks me what I would do if I got pregnant, I said that I really don't know, but that I am too old for an abortion now. He says he knew I'd say that. "Well, it would depend on you", I say, "What would say?" He thinks for a second, and I know that children are the very last thing he thinks about and that he might never even want them, but he answers: "I'd ask, what can I do for you? I wouldn't mind, as long as he wouldn't be called Daniel Sebastian". I laugh, then we fall asleep...
I am back in Western civilazation for the first time in 3 months. Darwin, Australia. I'm freezing cold in some air-conditioned internet cafe, but it's boiling hot outside. I'm having some time off, took a walk by myself into town, had some chocolate milkshake, mayeb have a look in a few shops. I have a need to be all girly again, and that means no boys.. I like being alone sometimes..
Everything is still wonderful, and I wonder when it will stop, coz it most probably will..one day..
When he's climbed over, he goes on board a ferry that's parked there for the night. It's empty, and he climbs in a window and opens the door for me. Our clothes fall off and we have drunken sex on the captain's seat on a ferry going to Arnhem land a couple of hours later.
We get back to our boat and lie down on the bed, still drunk. Suddenly he asks me what I would do if I got pregnant, I said that I really don't know, but that I am too old for an abortion now. He says he knew I'd say that. "Well, it would depend on you", I say, "What would say?" He thinks for a second, and I know that children are the very last thing he thinks about and that he might never even want them, but he answers: "I'd ask, what can I do for you? I wouldn't mind, as long as he wouldn't be called Daniel Sebastian". I laugh, then we fall asleep...
I am back in Western civilazation for the first time in 3 months. Darwin, Australia. I'm freezing cold in some air-conditioned internet cafe, but it's boiling hot outside. I'm having some time off, took a walk by myself into town, had some chocolate milkshake, mayeb have a look in a few shops. I have a need to be all girly again, and that means no boys.. I like being alone sometimes..
Everything is still wonderful, and I wonder when it will stop, coz it most probably will..one day..