My Australian sailorboyfriend

Dec 24, 2007 10:06

I stayed in Airlie Beach until Saturday evening, although Bobby left for work again on early Friday morning. Turned out that Lars & Petter (Norwegian guys from New Zealand) came up on Thursday night, so I went into town and spent my whole day and evening with them, and two of the British girls from New Zealand also came during the evening. It was nice seeing them again, and it felt like we were back in NZ, nothing had changed. Lars and I still had funny conversations or we just sat there not talking, thats what we are like, I can't believe I crushed on him when I first saw him, coz now I laugh at the idea of anything happening between us. We got drunk, but not too drunk. The 6 of us sat outside talking, until everything closed, and I bumped into Bobby's roommate on the streets. he was wasted, and although I tried to get us to share a txi back home, it never happened. I crashed on another bed, coz Bobby's was taken, and was woken up by the wasted roommate the next morning, he wondered whether I liked eggs, coz he was making breakfast...

I joined them for breakfast, and went into town to hang out with my NZ gang, then all of a sudden, it was time to catch my flight. I didn't want to go, but I knew I had promised Louise and Kristine to celebrate christmas with them, so I left. Leaving Bobby a picture of me and him, our favourite..

I didn't talk to him until last night right before I went to bed. He was drunk, and could not stop telling me how much he likes me, he was just a dirty sailor who fell in love with a beautiful Norwegian girl. He said he never felt this way about anyone before, and our sailing trip will be wonderful!
I can't believe it's 2 and a half months, it feels like forever..

I only got 12 hours with him after he came back on Thursday evening, and until he left on Friday morning. I met him at the boat, and all of his colleagues told me they'd heard so much about me, I must be a very special girl. One of them asked me whether I was his girlfriend, and I diddn't know what to answe, but I answered yes. Laying in bed, I asked him, whether he looks at me as his girlfriend or not, I think he got a bit embarassed, and said that he doesn't not look at him as his girlfriend, but he hates to label things, so I reply that if we still like each other after we've spent 2 months sailing together, then I will be his girlfriend..

Last night on the phone he suddenly said: Can I call you my girlfriend now? I can't wait, I want to call you my girlfriend. I replied that yes of course he can. So I guess I have a boyfriend now...

Even after the Cook Island I knew there was something special about me and him, but I never wanted to brodcast it, or get too excited about it, coz I have been disappointed enough times with boys. I just knew that me and him were different, I actually felt like we had something.. I miss him so much right now, and the thought of not seeing him for 2 and a half months is killing me...

I am in love...
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