this is to cheree the perosn i care more than my mom and my life and she should now that ...
cheree are you kidding me the image thing ..you'r joking people say you are freaky i say no.. i say you are nice.. just because how you look dosnt want me to be your friend its you addittoued.. i dont know were you are pulling this shit out of but really .. if you think that then thinkthat.
so I DIDNT meet you on the ineternet /.. the people that met you dont evern know you they just like you because you have kool make up.. i know you .. you are nice.. i wouldnt care if you were the uglyiest girl in school i would hang out with you......i'm sorry you fell that way ... but i dont understand how you can say on both days ..)jay ) you are the nisest kid i know...
then go on the next day and say you hate me and all this other shit... i dont know whats even happening..i try to be nice and i get stabed in the back... and i do talk carp on the people i dont like.. karen she has somehting to ay about me all the time she says that i'm ugly and shit.. and you say i'm cute and she always bitchies on how i have an ugly hair color and you say its fine..
WHEN I HANG OUT WITH YOU I FEEL EXEPTINCE... know i feel hate.. i dont understand...
really know how can you do that
i called you fake because you were so nice to me at disneyland then you go on how you hated me... thats fake you were acting fake.. cheree you never did like me and , you made me feel like you did like me ... thats fake.. cheree that is fake.....
and no i will not stop crying this is a big deal to me.. i thought you were my friend you odnt understand.. i had the biggest cruch on you.. not in love but in a friend cruch i got well with you most... and you barke that because i'm fake.. know you are jugging me.. i have never done that to you... and you know that.. i would never talk crap on you i like oyu too much.. and stephnai she is the cuties thing.. and peopel come up to me all the time and say my friend is so cute. i say thank you and i will tell her that .. i would wait for you when you got out of calssies.. i would wait of stephani to get out of hers and you just leave me behind.. theres no reason to live because i dont have that friend that i used to have cheree.. i miss you already the talks at luch and the cookies.. today i had to talk to the mirror baout a problim i had because you wernt there... you dont understand what is going on in my head...i lost a firend thats not smehting you can get over.. you can i guess because you necer liked me..
and if you never did liek me will you please tell me.. will you please tell me that you hate me and you never liked me..please.. i know you cant because i know you are missing a perosn in your heart and thats me.. and you cant replace it... thats what i'm feeling.. you are the only person who exepted me for who i was.. and i wont for get that .. thats why you are my hero ... not beacsue i stalk you or because you a prity its because you exepted me for who iw as.. not for what people said i was... and that why you are my hero.. you have no i dea why i mad that lj that name you just guessed and said it was because i loved you and i was a stalker no thats not the reason... so yes you happy .. i have no friends they ahte me because i stared hang'n out with you.. when you would come up they would leave.. because i liekd you more and i could talk toy uo vaout stuff that you undertsand about.. so thats that i hope that you will for give me...
but if you cant
that means t to me that you never did like me .. there was no reason i ever talked to you or ever did anything for you it was all for nothing it was all for a big stab in the back... yes thats what it was..
i left ...
i need a bandaid
(ps) if you were my friend you would know that i cant spell good..
and that i do love you and i would never want you to leave ...
so I DIDNT meet you on the ineternet /.. the people that met you dont evern know you they just like you because you have kool make up.. i know you .. you are nice.. i wouldnt care if you were the uglyiest girl in school i would hang out with you......i'm sorry you fell that way ... but i dont understand how you can say on both days ..)jay ) you are the nisest kid i know...
then go on the next day and say you hate me and all this other shit... i dont know whats even happening..i try to be nice and i get stabed in the back... and i do talk carp on the people i dont like.. karen she has somehting to ay about me all the time she says that i'm ugly and shit.. and you say i'm cute and she always bitchies on how i have an ugly hair color and you say its fine..
WHEN I HANG OUT WITH YOU I FEEL EXEPTINCE... know i feel hate.. i dont understand...
really know how can you do that
i called you fake because you were so nice to me at disneyland then you go on how you hated me... thats fake you were acting fake.. cheree you never did like me and , you made me feel like you did like me ... thats fake.. cheree that is fake.....
and no i will not stop crying this is a big deal to me.. i thought you were my friend you odnt understand.. i had the biggest cruch on you.. not in love but in a friend cruch i got well with you most... and you barke that because i'm fake.. know you are jugging me.. i have never done that to you... and you know that.. i would never talk crap on you i like oyu too much.. and stephnai she is the cuties thing.. and peopel come up to me all the time and say my friend is so cute. i say thank you and i will tell her that .. i would wait for you when you got out of calssies.. i would wait of stephani to get out of hers and you just leave me behind.. theres no reason to live because i dont have that friend that i used to have cheree.. i miss you already the talks at luch and the cookies.. today i had to talk to the mirror baout a problim i had because you wernt there... you dont understand what is going on in my head...i lost a firend thats not smehting you can get over.. you can i guess because you necer liked me..
and if you never did liek me will you please tell me.. will you please tell me that you hate me and you never liked me..please.. i know you cant because i know you are missing a perosn in your heart and thats me.. and you cant replace it... thats what i'm feeling.. you are the only person who exepted me for who i was.. and i wont for get that .. thats why you are my hero ... not beacsue i stalk you or because you a prity its because you exepted me for who iw as.. not for what people said i was... and that why you are my hero.. you have no i dea why i mad that lj that name you just guessed and said it was because i loved you and i was a stalker no thats not the reason... so yes you happy .. i have no friends they ahte me because i stared hang'n out with you.. when you would come up they would leave.. because i liekd you more and i could talk toy uo vaout stuff that you undertsand about.. so thats that i hope that you will for give me...
but if you cant
that means t to me that you never did like me .. there was no reason i ever talked to you or ever did anything for you it was all for nothing it was all for a big stab in the back... yes thats what it was..
i left ...
i need a bandaid
(ps) if you were my friend you would know that i cant spell good..
and that i do love you and i would never want you to leave ...