Soooooo bored =P
Somehow everyone has something to do tonight.. except me?.. Don't know how that worked out, but I guess thats what happens when you have no money. O well.. I don't feel good anyway.
So I feel like shit. Which is weird, because I felt like this the other day, but felt so much better yesterday then woke up feeling even worse today. Which makes me even more excited that school is a week from today.. ha right.
So all I did was watch soaps today.. which isn't a problem because I actually enjoy watching them. Especially since school is comming.. I never get to see them. But then afterwards I finally got up to go to the park to hang with Rachel, Anna, Mike Mank 'n Kevin.. it was cool.. always a good time, But unfortunetly didn't make me feel better so I just went home.
Now I'm not excited for school what so ever. It's never exciting. The only thing I enjoy is wearing new clothes or just old cool outfits, and showing them off.. otherwise there's no fun in school. Specially the people there.. I see the people I wanna see out of school anyway so thats not a reason for me to go to school, because the people there I dont want to see. So I'd rather just stay out of school and see the people that I see everyday anyway. Which brings me to the people that I hate at school.. like all the whores.. way to many to name. And I'm sure their'll be even more this year, but whatever. I guess this year I'm just gonna have to not let anything or anyone get to me, because nobody at school is worth it. I'm hopping to do good in school.. which I say that every year, but taking this english honors worries me, because why the heck would I take honors instead of just doing really good in regents without even trying?.. I guess it makes me feel smarter.. but lets see how smart I am when I have alot of homework. Which I still have to finish my english project, but I decided to put that off till school so I can enjoy the rest of the summer.. which I am not enjoying it at all so far.. because this week hasn't been the greatest.. so far it's been kinda gloomy feeling.. Hopefully Chatuaqua makes everything better, and like Mike would say.. to go out with a big bang. Alright enough writing about depressing school.
Let's see what good things come of this school year..
-Being an upperclassmen I suppose?
-Dances
-KE Football games
-Band (If I decide to practice this year 'n be good I guess it could be enjoying.. maybe thats asking for to much?)
-Bills games
-Wearing new clothes
-HipHop
-Halloween
-My 1 year with Ronnie
-Thanksgiving
-Snowball
-Christmas
-xmas,winter or early spring break (w/e), spring vacations
- I guess thats all for now
Thats all good stuff, but there's some bad stuff that outweighs the good, but enough being so down sounding or else nobody who actually reads my journal will ever want to read it after they read this. If you even finished reading it. I don't blame you if you didnt. I'm just so bored I figured I would just write about all the stuff that was bothering me.. which I think it's mainly just school.
Well I have to stop because Thomas insists that he has to go on to talk to a girl.. so that leaves me with nothing to do.. well I'm very hungry so I guess I'll eat chips with nacho cheese.. Yummmm thats just brightened my day.. pretty sad huh? Well buhbye.
PS. I NEED A JOB SO I CAN DO FUN THINGS WITH MY FRIENDS
So I feel like shit. Which is weird, because I felt like this the other day, but felt so much better yesterday then woke up feeling even worse today. Which makes me even more excited that school is a week from today.. ha right.
So all I did was watch soaps today.. which isn't a problem because I actually enjoy watching them. Especially since school is comming.. I never get to see them. But then afterwards I finally got up to go to the park to hang with Rachel, Anna, Mike Mank 'n Kevin.. it was cool.. always a good time, But unfortunetly didn't make me feel better so I just went home.
Now I'm not excited for school what so ever. It's never exciting. The only thing I enjoy is wearing new clothes or just old cool outfits, and showing them off.. otherwise there's no fun in school. Specially the people there.. I see the people I wanna see out of school anyway so thats not a reason for me to go to school, because the people there I dont want to see. So I'd rather just stay out of school and see the people that I see everyday anyway. Which brings me to the people that I hate at school.. like all the whores.. way to many to name. And I'm sure their'll be even more this year, but whatever. I guess this year I'm just gonna have to not let anything or anyone get to me, because nobody at school is worth it. I'm hopping to do good in school.. which I say that every year, but taking this english honors worries me, because why the heck would I take honors instead of just doing really good in regents without even trying?.. I guess it makes me feel smarter.. but lets see how smart I am when I have alot of homework. Which I still have to finish my english project, but I decided to put that off till school so I can enjoy the rest of the summer.. which I am not enjoying it at all so far.. because this week hasn't been the greatest.. so far it's been kinda gloomy feeling.. Hopefully Chatuaqua makes everything better, and like Mike would say.. to go out with a big bang. Alright enough writing about depressing school.
Let's see what good things come of this school year..
-Being an upperclassmen I suppose?
-Dances
-KE Football games
-Band (If I decide to practice this year 'n be good I guess it could be enjoying.. maybe thats asking for to much?)
-Bills games
-Wearing new clothes
-HipHop
-Halloween
-My 1 year with Ronnie
-Thanksgiving
-Snowball
-Christmas
-xmas,winter or early spring break (w/e), spring vacations
- I guess thats all for now
Thats all good stuff, but there's some bad stuff that outweighs the good, but enough being so down sounding or else nobody who actually reads my journal will ever want to read it after they read this. If you even finished reading it. I don't blame you if you didnt. I'm just so bored I figured I would just write about all the stuff that was bothering me.. which I think it's mainly just school.
Well I have to stop because Thomas insists that he has to go on to talk to a girl.. so that leaves me with nothing to do.. well I'm very hungry so I guess I'll eat chips with nacho cheese.. Yummmm thats just brightened my day.. pretty sad huh? Well buhbye.
PS. I NEED A JOB SO I CAN DO FUN THINGS WITH MY FRIENDS