the beginning...

Jul 21, 2004 20:51

Ok, so i have always been so against these things, and i don't really know why. So here i am starting one. So here we go, im laying down some ground rules. If you don't like what i say, i don't care. This is mine, so dont bitch me out for something i say. This is all my personal opinions and i dont expect everyone to agree with me so if u have a problem deal with it.

Ok, so an update on recent things going on in my life. Lets see, me and my boyfriend broke up 2 days ago. We hope to work things out, but there are way too many issues right now. He claims to trust me, but then questions things and if i tell him one thing, he tends to assume something different. For example, me and Kenny have been hanging out a lot. Ok, I can see him having a bit of an issue with self confidence and think about things that could happen. Well when we broke up i thought I made it clear that it was NOT for another guy. So we were talking yesterday and he asked if i was just letting him down easy, which i said no, because I do hope to work things out. and then today, he asked if i was dating Kenny. I was like um no....I thought we've been over this. But thats my love life for now. I am not dating anyone, and I am so done with serious relationships for a while. Including Joe, even if we work things out im not getting serious for a while.

Anyways, yesterday me and Kenny went to see Spiderman 2. He was much more excited than me, but it was his 4th time seeing it. I must say it was a good movie, and we had fun. Like halfway through the movie i started getting a migraine, so it was a miserable drive home and a miserable day in bed today. Im sure it didnt hurt for me to have a break today, but i would much rather have been doing something fun or getting some work done. I feel bad that Kenny thinks its somehow his fault i got a migraine. Its not, I swear!!!! Awww hes such a sweetie and such a good friend to me. He sits and listens to me bitch about everything and the only time he says anything about it is when hes wasted. lol. ok back to bed I go, my head is still pounding and I have to work tomorrow. woohoo i get to chase a 2 year old around all day!!!! Goodnight
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