5 Day binge!
I've binged everyday since Saturday! It's so gross! Lastnight when i was eating it, i wasn't even enjoying it! How mental is that?!
Haven't used my exercise bike since before Christmas! I managed to get down to 11.3 just before and now i'm 10lbs heavier. I just can't seem to find the motivation to get off my fat lazy arse!
My sister has started a diet aswell and i can't have her being lighter than me! lol I know that's childish but for years i've been much bigger than her and now i'm finally lighter than her, i want it to stay that way. She was 12.7 on Monday and yesterday she told me she's 12.5. So only 6lbs between us! I really do need to do more exercise, it's the only way i managed it last time!
God, i hope from today it gets easier and i lose!
I'm giving myself maximum 2 months to get down to 140lbs! IT'S GOT TO BE DONE!
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Haven't used my exercise bike since before Christmas! I managed to get down to 11.3 just before and now i'm 10lbs heavier. I just can't seem to find the motivation to get off my fat lazy arse!
My sister has started a diet aswell and i can't have her being lighter than me! lol I know that's childish but for years i've been much bigger than her and now i'm finally lighter than her, i want it to stay that way. She was 12.7 on Monday and yesterday she told me she's 12.5. So only 6lbs between us! I really do need to do more exercise, it's the only way i managed it last time!
God, i hope from today it gets easier and i lose!
I'm giving myself maximum 2 months to get down to 140lbs! IT'S GOT TO BE DONE!
x