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Sometimes when it rains, or storms, or is just violently windy, I get a strange urge to unbury Prince and bring her inside where its warm. I feel like I've abandoned her in the dirt behind my house. She used to run around my backyard happily with the others, and lay against them at night for warmth, and look forward to me coming around to feed her every morning. Now she is all alone, eroding away by herself, and it makes me feel extremely guilty that her happy days ended like this. How will I cope when an actual human being close to me passes away?Death is a really scary thought