Tell Me If This Is Just A Fiction
Title: Tell Me If This Is Just A Fiction
Pairing: JunSeob
Author: Luliet
Genre: Angst
Summary: Yoseob tries to smiles for Junhyung
Warning: Un-beta-ed. Sorry.
"Junhyung, please tell me this is just a fiction..."
Yoseob rooted on his spot, his wounded chest suddenly surged by a cold, fresh pain. He realized how childish he was all this time. He realized how stupid he was all this time. That little fact could not leave his mind at this moment. He knows, he is taking everything too serious. In fact, he is taking their 'fan service' act too serious.
Yoseob smiles. Yoseob laugh. Yoseob still act childishly like he normally does. But he knows, this is not his true self. He hardly found that true pieces of him anymore since that day Junhyung happily confessed him about his feeling towards her. Her. He likes her. Despite his shattering heart, Yoseob smiles, giving him supports and trying to be sincere with his happiness for his relationship with her.
He knows how abnormal he is, to have this forbidden feeling blooming inside him. And he knows how normal Junhyung is, for normally loving such a beautiful and innocent girl like her. Junhyung is nothing to be blame. But is Yoseob the one who is guilty? He never asked to fall in love with a guy. He never asks to. It would be better if he just love a girl like Junhyung does - then he does not have to carry this pain inside him.
Junhyung smiles. Junhyung laughs. Junhyung is in love. Junhyung confesses to everyone about his love for her, the confession that had first broke Yoseob's heart before it does to B2uty. But he knows it well, the other member of Beast knows it well, Junhyung did this because he wanted to be honest to their fans, whom the rapper loves with his entire heart. He just hope that they will understand, as Yoseob tries to do now.
Still, Yoseob smiles. Yoseob laughs. Yoseob act childsihly like he normally does, keeping all the insane part of him buried inside. He will let all the futile, meaningless memories fades into shadows that will always haunts his steps. If Junhyung is happy, then he should be happy for him... because Beast will always go on - just as his loves for Junhyung.
Lights Go On Again.
P/S: Aish! No plot! Argghh, I can't help feeling frustrated, honestly. Mianhae, Junhyung-oppa. I'm just too brokenhearted when I thought about my all time favourite pairing, JunSeob, broke. When I heard the news about Junhyung is dating someone that is not Yoseob, I was like, "What about Yoseob!??" Aish, I know I shouldn't be like this. T^T. Junhyung-oppa, B2uty is happy when you're happy. Hwaiting!