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Tomorrow should prove to be a very good day.
But with the good comes the bad.
Its just I was so sure what I wanted to do earlier, and now I am doubting that.
I wish I could just figure everything out, you know?
I leave in two weeks. YIKES!
There are some things that I want right now, although I know they are not practical, a girl can wish can't she?
I still have to:
Do Thank You cards.
Dinner with Both Grandmas
Pack
Order my Backpack
Order my Books.
Pack
Go Shopping
I'm really starting to get very excited to start this new chapter in my life. I feel like it is all I"ve wanted for so long and here it is. It has been very difficult to get to this point but I feel like I have worked my ass off to get here, so I'm not just going to mess this up. I've been reading a lot of my older livejournal entries and I've realized that I really have grown up, when people say that high school is about finding yourself and seeing who you are its so true. I never really believed them. My life really changed so much over that period of time.
Mainly I can't believe how I used to just let people walk all over me, and how upset I got at little things. I think I've gotten so much better at both of these things, and that is the ultimate life lesson.
I have so much left to write, but I have to get started on those letters before I am too late.
Good night everyone.
P.s. I do blame you for everything. and we will never be alright. to me you are fake as hell, you are a huge lier, everything you say is a complete lie.
But with the good comes the bad.
Its just I was so sure what I wanted to do earlier, and now I am doubting that.
I wish I could just figure everything out, you know?
I leave in two weeks. YIKES!
There are some things that I want right now, although I know they are not practical, a girl can wish can't she?
I still have to:
Do Thank You cards.
Dinner with Both Grandmas
Pack
Order my Backpack
Order my Books.
Pack
Go Shopping
I'm really starting to get very excited to start this new chapter in my life. I feel like it is all I"ve wanted for so long and here it is. It has been very difficult to get to this point but I feel like I have worked my ass off to get here, so I'm not just going to mess this up. I've been reading a lot of my older livejournal entries and I've realized that I really have grown up, when people say that high school is about finding yourself and seeing who you are its so true. I never really believed them. My life really changed so much over that period of time.
Mainly I can't believe how I used to just let people walk all over me, and how upset I got at little things. I think I've gotten so much better at both of these things, and that is the ultimate life lesson.
I have so much left to write, but I have to get started on those letters before I am too late.
Good night everyone.
P.s. I do blame you for everything. and we will never be alright. to me you are fake as hell, you are a huge lier, everything you say is a complete lie.