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[chenson164]

What's The Point
What's the point of going through all of this shit, when it never gets us anywhere? What's the point of crying, when no one no one sees my tears? What's the point in pain, when it only makes it worse? What's the point in friends, when they are never there when you need them? What's the point in talking, when no one wants to listen? What's the point in screaming, when you will never hear a word? What's the point in writing, when no one ever reads this stuff? What's the point in thinking, when no one understands?

The Heart

if it hurts, don't do it
if it feels good, don't stop
if you love it, let it go
if it beats, protect it
if you care, stop it
if you want, walk away
if it follows you, run faster
if it catches you, you'll cry
if it comes back, maybe it's the truth
if it stops, there is nothing more you can do

..........
tearing apart
soul crying
heart bleeding
twisted
distorted
realizing wrong
while finding right
hurting
numbness
heart pounding away
cant sleep
cant eat
cant think
why me
why now
why this
what is this
what is happening
dont want to think
dont want to breathe
love
hate
need you here
racing thoughts
heart pounding
tears rolling down
why now
why not then
why does it hurt?
can't speak
thoughts rushing around
barely moving
pain
fear
...love