#291: gutter rats

[lordchen]

Prompt: #291
Title: gutter rats
Pairing: chen/sehun
Rating: nc 17
Warnings: barebacking, character death (not like that)
Word count: 23.1k
Summary: jongdae's a star that sehun's always reached for
Author's note: i took major creative liberties with this!!!

Comments

[legozai]

This fic was amazing omg I had to reread the ending because I was like wtf happened AND I DIDN'T EXPECT SUCH A NICE ENDING EITHER, thank you author for such a wonderful and beautiful fic, and thank you to the prompter!! I feel so happy and floaty right now, I can't explain it!!

[modelpress]

omg im sorry its a bit messy u______u ahhh this makes me happy 😭 thanks so much!!!!

[legozai]

shhhhhh no it's perfect, i loved it, thank you so much

[jojibear]

Dear author-nim.

LET ME LOVE YOU ♡

[modelpress]

kmfnjfncnjd 💖💖💖

[hailynx]

*wails all over you*
This was so beautiful! Stars. Stars. I can't ever look at them the same again and Jongdae/Sehun, they were so cute and adorable and heart breaking at the same time. Ah, I wished, as soon as I felt something was wrong, that we could go back to the moments of Jongdae's curiosity and Sehun's comment of cute because... that was so sweet and fluffy, but yeah, I couldn't read backwards. ;_;

Thank you so much for your hard work and I apologise for the inadequet comment. I'm just drowning in feels!

[modelpress]

IM SORRY it wasnt meant 2 be sad just.... bittersweet idk but thank u sobs

[latinaeinstein]

jfc

i'm soooooooooooooooo

i marathon-read this before going to sleep last night/this morning, and i kept having to put my phone down to breathe and collect myself
this is a masterpiece, tbh
i was so moved

and fuck i can't even really focus on specific details the entire thing just floored me
but like oh god jongdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaae and seeeeeeeeeeeeehun
the latter, wanting love more than anything, somebody that stayed
and chen promising that to him because he'd watched him, knew that he'd been left and hurt so many times before
and just chen as the light in the darkness, a warmth and comfort and love, but too deep and too fast and ephemeral too
a dead star just making the most of his last days

and oh god the desperation and beauty of that sex scene
like wow
just this hyperemotional gorgeous moment

and oh i suspected that he was dying but not for those reasons and then just oh god the gravity of this wasn't supposed to happen i wasn't supposed to fall in love or make you fall in love with me either

[modelpress]

cries wow ;;;;; i think this comment is more profound than my fic lmmfjcjdjdj STOP IM REREADING IT AGAIN SO I CAN REPLY 2 YOU WHAT A NICE COMMENT 😩 screams just kno this made me rly happy this isnt very coherent

[bookishvice]

[modelpress]

omg parks n rec!!!!

anyways sobs thanks for reading :>