Okay, now I'm back ^^"
Okay…
As you might have noticed… I’m back from the hospital. Finally. I came home yesterday afternoon. A day earlier than expected. And I’m glad because I finally could sleep a night through ^^”
But yeah… to make it short: I have a form of multiple sclerosis. Well… first I was shocked when I read it but in the meantime I had enough time to think it all over. My immune and nerve system thinks that some cells are evil and reacts against them. What caused my trembling and stuff and that I couldn’t walk straight anymore. But now I get vitamins and syringes and yeah…
my body can’t absorb the B12 vitamins which are essential for the brain and stuff and so I got a major lack of B12 and now I have to take it every day via syringes and later only once a month… but there are worse things.
I just hope I can have my normal habit back without headaches and stuff. But at least I can eat again and I’m hungry and I don’t have to vomit all the time I ate and that’s like heaven. I can eat *___*
I lost 6kg during my week at the hospital… the food was terrible… and yesterday evening I ate an ice cream and it was so delicious XD and today morning grandpa brought me strawberries and *___* I love strawberries. And all are so nice and careful and .__.” sometimes I feel as if I’m deadly ill which I’m not but I guess all my family has to deal with the diagnosis in some way and multiple sclerosis is nothing that’s too common. But it’s no big deal. At least not for me… I can handle it I think. I have a strong support through my family and I really know that they help and love me.
I wouldn’t know what to do without them.
But I still haven’t read the new HP book yet XD
a) no time because every time in the hospital I went from A to B and back for so many tests and stuff
b) hospital is totally uncomfortable and finding a reading position is nearly impossible
c) I got the “Nevermore” Supernatural novel and the Dean-Sam-cover just won and I had to start reading it first and I love it so war. 100 pages to go, but it’s fun to read and Sam is so cute and it’s like watching Supernatural and now I can’t wait for the new episodes in October XD
And I went through a gastroscopy… it’s so terrible… my throat still hurts… but I survived it. And I survived the two times in the MRT tube… it’s like computer tomography just with magnetic fields and I hate the tubes… it’s so claustrophobic >.> but I did it… and they took liquid from my spine and all that stuff… I feel like a test-rabbit >.> but at least it’s over.
I still have to go to a treatment at a health resort… three weeks… soon… when exactly I don’t know… but yeah… I have to learn to handle the syringes and I need to adjust my equilibrium organ again and so it’s necessary… but yeah… all I wish is that I can live like I used to.
So I might be offline for some time soon again. But at least a regimen is no real hospital and they only help me and yeah… I don’t know how this all will work XD we’ll see.
I just wanted to let you know that I’m back for now. I feel much better than a week ago and I hope to finish some pictures soon.
And I took two hours to answer comments and I’m still not finished. I haven’t commented all pictures… but I looked at most of them. But you all just submitted too much during the last week XD so please bear with me, that I don’t comment everything.
Yeah… that’s all for now ^^; if you still want to now anything just ask :3
I hope you’re all fine and be sure to take care of yourself :D
~Chen
As you might have noticed… I’m back from the hospital. Finally. I came home yesterday afternoon. A day earlier than expected. And I’m glad because I finally could sleep a night through ^^”
But yeah… to make it short: I have a form of multiple sclerosis. Well… first I was shocked when I read it but in the meantime I had enough time to think it all over. My immune and nerve system thinks that some cells are evil and reacts against them. What caused my trembling and stuff and that I couldn’t walk straight anymore. But now I get vitamins and syringes and yeah…
my body can’t absorb the B12 vitamins which are essential for the brain and stuff and so I got a major lack of B12 and now I have to take it every day via syringes and later only once a month… but there are worse things.
I just hope I can have my normal habit back without headaches and stuff. But at least I can eat again and I’m hungry and I don’t have to vomit all the time I ate and that’s like heaven. I can eat *___*
I lost 6kg during my week at the hospital… the food was terrible… and yesterday evening I ate an ice cream and it was so delicious XD and today morning grandpa brought me strawberries and *___* I love strawberries. And all are so nice and careful and .__.” sometimes I feel as if I’m deadly ill which I’m not but I guess all my family has to deal with the diagnosis in some way and multiple sclerosis is nothing that’s too common. But it’s no big deal. At least not for me… I can handle it I think. I have a strong support through my family and I really know that they help and love me.
I wouldn’t know what to do without them.
But I still haven’t read the new HP book yet XD
a) no time because every time in the hospital I went from A to B and back for so many tests and stuff
b) hospital is totally uncomfortable and finding a reading position is nearly impossible
c) I got the “Nevermore” Supernatural novel and the Dean-Sam-cover just won and I had to start reading it first and I love it so war. 100 pages to go, but it’s fun to read and Sam is so cute and it’s like watching Supernatural and now I can’t wait for the new episodes in October XD
And I went through a gastroscopy… it’s so terrible… my throat still hurts… but I survived it. And I survived the two times in the MRT tube… it’s like computer tomography just with magnetic fields and I hate the tubes… it’s so claustrophobic >.> but I did it… and they took liquid from my spine and all that stuff… I feel like a test-rabbit >.> but at least it’s over.
I still have to go to a treatment at a health resort… three weeks… soon… when exactly I don’t know… but yeah… I have to learn to handle the syringes and I need to adjust my equilibrium organ again and so it’s necessary… but yeah… all I wish is that I can live like I used to.
So I might be offline for some time soon again. But at least a regimen is no real hospital and they only help me and yeah… I don’t know how this all will work XD we’ll see.
I just wanted to let you know that I’m back for now. I feel much better than a week ago and I hope to finish some pictures soon.
And I took two hours to answer comments and I’m still not finished. I haven’t commented all pictures… but I looked at most of them. But you all just submitted too much during the last week XD so please bear with me, that I don’t comment everything.
Yeah… that’s all for now ^^; if you still want to now anything just ask :3
I hope you’re all fine and be sure to take care of yourself :D
~Chen