Don't know...
Yesterday I felt quite happy about some things. But today I feel like I can't do anything right...
I learned for 7 hours... yeah... exams are near and there is so much left which need to be learned. Mainly law and statistics... but law is so boring. And the more I try to learn it, the more I feel like there is a wall in my head.
I haven't talked to anybody today... I feel lonely. Okay, later today I can phone my mum but that's no "real" talking... I haven't even meat someone today...
At least the couple I share the flat with is quiet today and it seems as if they wouldn't party today...
But yesterday the guy I got a little crush on talked to me ^^" that made me so happy XD but today I'm rational again and not all "omg"... I learned to stop this wishful thinking already years ago...
And then there will be no birthday party for me... only the normal family meeting... but no friends around... it sucks when you don't have real friends or they live too far away ...
Nyo... I should stop ranting and make some tea... tea always helps ò.ó
And I love this icon up there XDD I love Cedric's expression ^^" he's so "what?" XDD
Yeah... I guess I need some free time... but I won't have any before February 13th... *sigh*
I hope you're all fine :D
I learned for 7 hours... yeah... exams are near and there is so much left which need to be learned. Mainly law and statistics... but law is so boring. And the more I try to learn it, the more I feel like there is a wall in my head.
I haven't talked to anybody today... I feel lonely. Okay, later today I can phone my mum but that's no "real" talking... I haven't even meat someone today...
At least the couple I share the flat with is quiet today and it seems as if they wouldn't party today...
But yesterday the guy I got a little crush on talked to me ^^" that made me so happy XD but today I'm rational again and not all "omg"... I learned to stop this wishful thinking already years ago...
And then there will be no birthday party for me... only the normal family meeting... but no friends around... it sucks when you don't have real friends or they live too far away ...
Nyo... I should stop ranting and make some tea... tea always helps ò.ó
And I love this icon up there XDD I love Cedric's expression ^^" he's so "what?" XDD
Yeah... I guess I need some free time... but I won't have any before February 13th... *sigh*
I hope you're all fine :D