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Just when I thought my life could MAYBE start getting a little better, everything gets turned upside down. Yay for being used! I should have learned the first three times I've been taken advantage of. You'd think a decently intelligent girl like myself would have picked up on that, but apparently not. So, in summary, I'm $400 short on rent, my phone is going to get cut off soon, I owe Visa something like $600, and I've had my heart completely broken. I should have learned a lesson from all this, but all I can think about is how much I don't want to even attempt dealing with this. I'm not on my meds, so basically I really have no fucking clue how to cope. Fuck you, Ryan.