and then there were two...
tbh my heart felt sad when i read about the ‘news’ but after reading the whole article and did some thinking i was actually relieved somehow that the whole lawsuit has now come to an end.this could mean everyone could now officially move on. and i mean all, *i hope*. No more what ifs and more wondering of what will happen.i knew in my heart this would happen anyway. i just didn’t have the guts to say it out loud. cause saying it means saying goodbye to dbsk5. and honestly i’m not ready for it. (though i don’t go be in emoshinki mode all the time, my heart of hearts still want the 5 of them to be a group again) maybe it’s their memories as 5 that keeps me this way. i have a problem with letting go) not even when i support CM and YH as TVXQ. i’ve been really vocal about supporting TVXQ as CM and YH from the start of their comeback but my little hopeless cassie heart still wishes for them to be back. i can’t help it i’m delusional.
i think SM is now super secure of the current TVXQ for them to finally give up on getting the 3 back when it’s clear to them that the 3 no longer want to be with SM. I’d like to think that YH and CM somehow had a say on this too. They are now performing as a duo and they proved everyone that they are TVXQ even without the 3. Their albums are successful and so are their concerts. Majority of those who had doubts of whether they can make it had already made a u-turn and are now supporting them. I think SM and CM-YH had now accepted that JYJ won’t be returning to them no matter how long the lawsuit may take. i think it was impossible the moment they released their own album and name themselves JYJ. This might be hard for all of them because they once shared one dream and one goal. but JJ, YC, CM,JS and YH are no longer the teenagers that they were when they released HUG. They’d been through a lot and they can now handle things much better.
I only hope the fans bashing the current TVXQ would stop and just focus on who they support, be it JYJ or any other group. I can’t take fans who comment on their vids and say awful things about the two. Comparing this and that. Let’s not crucify CM and YH for the decisions made by the other 3 and vice versa.
The world did not stop for CM and YH when JYJ left SM. They did their best to continue as a duo with what they had started as 5. So if you don’t respect them enough for that, just leave them alone.
I know it might look hard right now but i hope they would be friends again. i don’t care how many years it’d take for them to talk to each other again. i just hope they would. after all it’s a small world and they were once friends who shared the same dream and lived like a family. who knows ryt?
ps: i had a “one last cry” for the lost of the 5.