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there's no need to work so hard when
when n = 1 equates to the amount of work put in for n = 5
when a few sleepless / bad quality sleep nights shows to be an effect of overworking rather than, a few weeks of weekends.
it feels like shit when the boss says nononono, dont ask xx to help because he's overworked and nono, dont push everything to xx, she has too many things to do.
What the hell. i have had sleepless nights too, i've had been overworked too, i have many things to do too!!!!!
How come it appeared that now im became someone seemed to have nothing much to do?!
Am i supposed to show i have alot of work to do by dozing off in the meeting and say oh, i've havent been sleeping well because im thinking about experiments and figures? Really? Must I do that? Must i say each week during meeting how much time i've spent working, how many OTs spent working instead of having dinners with family, how much time of rest have i lost and instead gave it to work ?
Honestly, i havent seen someone dozing off in a lab meeting and getting a positive response for it. The boss says " oh, go and sleep, go and sleep - its a torture without sleep, you're in bad shape"
What kind of a world am i in ? is this everywhere? or is it rather i havent exposed myself enough to the real world?
its so annoying!